My Art and Randomness (2-in-1) (book 2)

**IWannaDie (rant or whatever)**

THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS RANTS

For my Wattpad internet friends only/those I don't know in real life (CAUSE SOME OF YOU OBVIOUSLY DONT KNOW HOW TO LEAVE ME ALONE... And so with that I have to be specific)

I'm so fcking stressed because of school.

And I just want to die to end this misery.

Number 1:
It just seemed like nobody wants to be my friend or something... I don't know... I just feel like some people act nice towards me, but when I'm away they act differently...

I have a few friends but I feel like they just wouldn't understand or they can't really be with me all the time...

But I just want to be socially accept by the others as well, you know?

I think that the problem is me... There's something obviously wrong with me that's why.

ARGHHHHGGHWGUANQHSIQMNWOWKWNQJ

I don't know anymore.... It's complicated.

Number 2:
FCKING BALAGTASAN SH!T (aka spoken word poetry but in Pilipino)

It's a project and we have to do it by pairs. I already talked about this several days ago so you guys probably know about it.

My classmate (who is supposed to be working with me in this project) is really frustrating me.

The due date of this project was supposed to be last Monday...but we haven't finished it. But we were sort of given more time so we continued making it.

We can only do this thing in school because we leave far apart and he doesn't go online often so I can't message him

We wrote 9 paragraphs in total. I wrote 7 of those paragraphs and he only wrote 2.

Which is pretty unfair.

Now... Today is pretty much our last chance of passing

He made a printed copy of the piece (or at least he said so). I asked him for it but he said he FCKING LEFT IT AT HOME

FCKING HELL WTF

There was still time to quickly type and print another copy, so I asked him for the original paper

BUT HE FCKING FORGOT ABOUT IT TOO

YEAH, HE JUST BLEW OUR LAST CHANCE OF PASSING OUR PROJECT AND GETTING A GOOD GRADE

This is like a snow ball effect

If I don't pass my project, then I'll get a bad grade.

Then I won't be in the top students list again

Then my parents will be disappointed

Then I will be sad and depressed again

I'm actually quite depressed right now :(

THANKS A MILLION CLASSMATE

I SWEAR TO GOD I WILL NEVER BE PARTNERS WITH HIM AGAIN.

Number 3:
MY NEW SENPAI

I should stop hoping that he'll like me back...

It's just going to frustrate me and disappoint me and hurt my feelings.

But I just can't help it.

Help ;-;

...

So yeah, that's all

I'm sorry if these problems confused you.

I am no mood to properly explain everything.

I'm just too stressed.

And kinda depressed

I just want to fcking die