I cried myself to sleep..I left a wet spot of tears on my pillow.
(Next morning)
I call Laura...no response
I call Adym...no response
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What did I do wrong?
My mind was overflowing with thoughts..
Sad thoughts..
Thoughts of suicide...
Thoughts of why..do I exist?
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I hear a faint knock at my door..
Well, who could it be now?
I didn't even look through the peephole, I opened the door as fast as possible..
To see.....
Sawyer with a sad look...almost looked like he was crying...
I immediately ask him "what's wrong?"
He bust into tears
Screaming "THIS WAS YOUR FAULT..ALL YOUR FAULT"
I jump a little..
"What did I do?"
"Adym killed himself...BECAUSE OF YOU."
"Me?? No, he couldn't have" I say crying
"He did..he was in love with you..very in love, but then you go and..."
"He killed himself because I rejected a kiss?" I say
"No, he killed himself, because he never got the chance to say, I love you..not because he didn't get to kiss you."
"He could have just told me how much he loved me.." I said
"But he was afraid that you..didn't love him" sawyer says
"BUT I DID" I said
"He said...if she doesn't love me..i can't love myself.." sawyer said
