"What will it take?" I grabbed both his hands in mine and leaned against him. He has to be on stage in three minutes- I know but I don't care.
"Don't," he pushed me away again but not without giving me one last longing look.
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My legs started shaking the minute the music started, Ash told me I'll be on stage in a minute.
"Girls and boys," I heard Colson say, "Please put your hands together for Camilla Cabello,"
The crowd went wild when I stepped out, my hand gripped the microphone tightly. I took deep breaths and Colson smiled at me reassuringly, I know it's fake but I let myself be comforted.
"Ready?" he whispered in my ear as I neared him and I nodded.
"Am I out of my head? am I out of my mind?" I started singing, my voice didn't sound like mine but it felt good to be singing. Soon enough I forgot all about the nerves and danced around the stage like Ash had instructed me to.
Colson's rap part comes and I watched as he took over the stage- an entity in himself. He looked back at me.
"And you're my drug, breathe you in till my face numb," He came towards me like we'd agreed he would and he leaned forward, his nose in my hair. I shivered involuntarily and leaned back into him. "Then you said,"
"I want you forever, even when we're not together. Scars on my body so I can take you wherever like I want you forever, even when we're not together. Scars on my body I can look at you whenever," We both sang together, looking deep into each other's eyes. All fake, I reminded myself as I continued singing.
The crowd sang back to me and I fed off their energy, people waved their hands and I danced as Colson grabbed his guitar. We finished singing and we're hugging each other when I pulled back just as he leaned in and he grabbed my waist and planted his lips on mine.
It's not like the kiss at the airport in Dublin, it's passionate. My legs feel weak as I'm pressed up against him completely. I feel as though Colson's putting it all into this one kiss- it's angry and desperate. Without even thinking, I kissed him back with fervor. Nothing matters when our lips are on each other's, all the noise coming from the crowd and the noise in my head- the yelling telling me to stop- fades to nothing. I forced myself to tune back into my surroundings to hear the fans going absolutely insane, I broke away from Colson and pushed him back.
