"What will it take?" I grabbed both his hands in mine and leaned against him. He has to be on stage in three minutes- I know but I don't care.
"Don't," he pushed me away again but not without giving me one last longing look.
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The next day in Amsterdam was an off day- no interviews, no concert. and I intended on sleeping through it but those plans were cut short by a loud knock sounding on my door.
"Who is it?" I called out before opening the door.
"Room service," replied Rookie. Who was he kidding?
"Rook I know it's you," I threw open the door to let him in. I was secretly incredibly happy that he was here, he- like everybody else- had been cold and distant after the Jace thing. But here he was smiling and everything.
"How are you?" he asked as he plopped himself down on my bed.
"Been better," I answered and he nodded.
"So we're all going somewhere-"
"I'm not going clubbing," I cut him off, remembering the last experience I had, and he shook his head.
"We're not always wild babe."
"Sure," I rolled my eyes.
"We're going to an amusement park," he continued, "And nobody wanted to invite you but I'm a loyal person and I don't like holding grudges and I'm over everything so please come."
"Nobody wants me to go?" I must sound horribly upset because Rook's on his feet.
"Well no, Colson is the only one who doesn't want you to go I don't think everyone else really means it."
"Well I don't want to go," I replied. I was not going to be an uninvited guest, no matter how much I loved the sound of an amusement park. A European amusement park.
"Bullshit," Rookie yelled, "You want to come and you will come,"
"No I want to sleep in-"
"Be downstairs at five." Rookie cut me off.
"Rook I really don't want to be there will everyone being all weird and mad at me, which I don't get honestly."
"You don't get why everyones a little mad at you?" Rookie looked at me in disbelief.
"Well, okay, Jace came to see me but I didn't know that things were that bad between him and Colson,"
"Are you serious right now?" Rookie got up off the bed.
"Well yes," I answered and Rookie started walking towards the door.
"I love you and all but you really are impossible," he said, "Be in the lobby at five okay?"
"No," I called out and he slammed the door behind him. Well what now? I wanted to go. Of course I wanted to go, I was tired of hotel rooms and being stuck alone. But did I want to go bad enough to be near Colson for god knows how long? But then there were going to be so many people, I'm sure I could go off and do my own thing and not even have to look at Colson. I wasn't going to let Colson ruin this for me. It was unfair. He should be the one who stays back, he has the problem with me.
