The Hidden Chapters

Just Going With It- Part 2 *Niam

Part 2

What’s even more surprising is that I don’t feel disgusted by it. Though it’s hard to understand, I’m…turned on by it. Kissing Niall is a way better experience than kissing Danielle. Which is saying a lot.

I try to back away from all of this, but I end up hitting a hard surface; also known as the wall. He doesn’t let me escape, but instead pushes himself on me. My mind is spinning. For one thing, I like the feeling of his warm, soft, fierce lips on mine. But at the same time, my mind is trying to process how wrong this is. My band mate. My friend. My male friend. Kissing me right now.

Holy shit. Anger and disgust fill my thoughts. He’s my best friend! My girlfriend just dumped me!

I push him, hard. He stumbles backwards but doesn’t fall. When I see the look in his face though, all my disgust and anger disappear. He’s just as surprised and hurt as I had been when Danielle hung up on me.

“Sorry.” He mutters before hurry to the door. Not fully thinking through my actions, I grab his arm.

“Don’t go.” I say softly. His blue eyes connect with mine and things seem to click. No matter how confusing, I understand something. He takes my gesture as a sign and his lips connect with mine again. The sensation is my undoing, and I force myself to stop thinking. His hands touch my shoulders firmly, before traveling lower, then lower, touching my hips. The reaction he’s causing is undeniable to us both, which makes my face turn red.

“Sorry.” I say, looking away.

“Don’t be embarrassed.” He laughs, his lips traveling from my lips to my neck. I tilt my head, giving him easier access. He seems surprised by my eagerness, but sure doesn’t object. I have the sudden urge to make him feel as vulnerable and surprised as I do, so I turn and my teeth cut into his skin before I use my lips and suck on the tender skin. He moans, which makes a shiver go down my spine.

Clothes are removed; first shirts, then trousers, until we’re left in our boxers. We find our way to the bed and we climb on it, our hands and lips never stopping their exploring. As he lays on top of me, my heart is racing. I look away as he slides his boxers down and discards them. My skin feels electric and over sensational as his fingers hook around the elastic of my boxers and yank them off. Though I’m far out of my comfort zone, and I’m totally freaking out on the inside, I don’t stop him from going farther.

“Liam?” He asks, his voice alluring and breathless.

“Hmm?” I manage to respond.

He is next to me, and whispers the next few words in my ear.

“Can this be our little secret?” The heavy breath and sensations going on eliminates all hopes of rational thinking. I nod, surprising myself, then he gives my neck a small kiss. Then he’s touching me in places and ways Danielle never has. A part of me knows that even if I would have had sex with her, it would never compare to this. This is new, unsure, surprising, and oh-so wonderful.

“Don’t stop.” I say as he starts pumping. He smiles mischievously at me and goes harder and faster.

“Wouldn’t dream of it.” He says reassuringly. I try to hold it back, but I can’t- a loud groan of pleasure escapes. This eggs him on and soon a small scream escapes my lips. Damn it.

I can’t process how embarrassed I should be because this is all just too good.

Soon enough, I’ve made a mess of the sheets, but he doesn’t care. He rolls us over so I’m on top. I give a small chuckle at his eagerness. Determined to make this night last, I take my time trailing kisses from his lips to his chest.

Then I finally return the favor.

It’s not until I’m laying tired and breathless beside him that I realize what a mess I’m in. And I’m not just talking about the sheets.

This is my best friend, whom I see everyday of my life. This isn’t some random girl I can forget all about.

“No one has to know.” He says, as if being able to read my thoughts.

“Niall, we shouldn’t have-”

“This was us having fun. You don’t feel so bad about Danielle anymore, now do you?” When I don’t object, he continues. “So don’t try to make logic out of this, mate. There is none.”

So for probably the first time in my life, I just simply go with it.

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Parts 1 & 2 both by Lexi :) wanted to try something different and i decided to try a Niam thing. Let me know feedback?