Working For That Happy Ending. (Sequel to Drum Sticks And Bass Guitars)

The Butterfly That Wont Wash Away,

"I don't know why I'm so afraid to lose you, you aren't even mine..."

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The anger evident in the persons voice made me nervous, so I didn't look up as they pulled me behind them. I felt weak, an worst of all.. Pathetic.

Before this I had so much confidence, I was happy, and people didn't need to look after me, worry about me, I hate it. I would speak my mind, dress how I wanted, and be myself, and not care how anyone else felt about it. That normal girl who could be the one to ask out the guys she liked... Now, just a few days later, I was a quiet, weak, afraid little girl who couldn't take care of herself. I wish I never met Michael, why couldn't Jay not have told him about me. It would have been easier. But I guess if I didn't I would be less of a name than I am now, not that anyone really heard my voice, but at home everyone would continue to say you will never get anywhere in music.

"Hannah?" A voice calls, I must have spaced out.

"I'm sorry," I say quietly looking at the person. I felt relived when it was only Josh.

"Don't worry," he says continuing to pull me through the long hallway. I let him for awhile, as he opened a door leading out the back entrance he turned around handing me some sunglasses.

"Wait, where are we going?" I ask pulling them onto my face.

"We are going back to the hotel" he says and we walk quickly through and I'm forced into the back of a van filled with the five boys. A chorus of hellos filled the van as Josh sat in the back with me next to him.

"HEY HANNAH!" Louis yells from the front. I giggled at his enthusiasm. Niall elbowed him harshly in the side,

"Stop yelling, you'll scare her." Niall says quietly, but I heard. That made me feel worse. It was quiet after that, you could only hear the radio as Liam drove. One of my favorite songs came on, I found myself singing the words to Kiss Me by Ed Sheeran

"Kiss me like you wanna be loved

You wanna be loved

You wanna be loved

This feels like falling in love

Falling in love

We're falling in love" I finished singing. It was such a slow song, but I loved the lyrics, it always made me happy. I looked up and all 6 pairs of eyes were glued on me. I blushed after apologizing

"Don't be sorry love. You have a beautiful voice" Josh compliments

"Thank you" I say looking down blushing deeper. But I couldn't help the smile that came across my face.

"Sing something else!" Louis cheers making me giggle, once again. "I got her to laugh! I'm so awesome!" He says feeling confident. I took off the sunglasses looking out the window. When I looked back Harry, Louis, Zayn, and Niall all had a cheeky smile on their face, I couldn't see Liam. I was confused but I kept quiet. Suddenly the car stopped and the boys piled out and I followed with Josh behind me. I walked inside,

"Guys, I should go back to jays house, it's not too far. Did you get the skateboard?" I ask before going into the elevator

"Don't be silly, your staying with us tonight" Harry says pulling me inside with them as Liam pressed the floor button.

"But does he know? Wait, where's my phone? Is he worrying about me?" I ask myself scrambling to get my phone in my hands

"Calm down, I have it. I called him earlier" Josh says chuckling and handing it to me. I just nod not wanting further argument, they were being so nice to me...