Three months

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Hayden's POV

Its been a month since that memory came back and I hate it.

Annie and I are still best friends, surprisingly she's not bored of me, which is good.

Anyways I have been doing something  that no one knows, not even annie. I'm afraid to share it because I'm scared they might send me somewhere, and if you're wondering what I do, well let me tell you.

Ever since my parents died my depression got bigger and bigger to the point I couldn't handle it anymore.
So I started to hurt my self.

Yes I hurt myself.

The first thing I did to my self was cutting my arms, and to cover it I always were long sleeve shirts or hoodies.

Then I went to the burning hot water.
Every time I shower its with hot water almost boiling water.

But honestly it doesn't hurt as much cause I'm used to the pain.

Anyways... I'm not planning on telling anyone.

Some of my scars are really visible, I cut deep but not deep enough to kill me obviously..


A/N

Hey guys sorry for not updating but I've been really busy. And as you can see I manage to write a short chapter, and I hope your liking it.

And thank you for 533 reads!!

Oh and MERRY CHRISTMAS ❤️❤️

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