I See You | あなたが見えています | 《 Joji 》

Part - 13

Finally, I could sense that we're already in a civilized area. I asked George where he's taking me this time. "What's our next destination sir?" He said as he carefully let go of me. "We're going on a train station." I held his hand again. I could hear him gasping for air and I was slightly worried. "Do you want to... rest? Just a little?" He coughs. Ah seriously, don't tire yourself. "I'm okay babe." His head leaning towards mine and he gave me a short kiss on the forehead. "Let's go?" He asks me, holding my hand. "Yeah."

We arrived at the train station and I could feel like there were only a few people in the train. The rail tracks were heard as we sat on one of the comfy seats. George didn't sit beside me but he's just facing me. I held his hand just to make sure his presense is there. If not, I feel really lost and confused as to where I am or whatever.

We didn't talk about a few minutes although it didn't really worry me since we were holding each other's hands. I'm wondering why George haven't started a conversation so there's only one reason why. "You're staring at me aren't you?" I asked as I made a grin. He paused for a second. "How did you know?" I took a sigh and smiled. "You're so quiet." He held my hand tighter and he kissed it like the sweet boy he is.

After that conversation, we told jokes and stories about ourselves. I still can't believe that after all I've been through, I've never expected that there would be someone loving me unconditionally even if I lost my sight. It almost feels impossible.

More like a dream actually.

But its so real

It has to be true.

This is reality.

Right?

"You haven't told me EXACTLY where we're going though." I said laughing after that one joke he made. "I'm going straight for your heart babe aaayyy." I gave him an unbelievable expression.

"Ew cheesy much? No seriously where are we really going?"

"Fushimi Inari-taisha."

"Really??? That's like one of my favorite places!" I let out a big smile on my face. George gave a short giggle because of my expression. "Have you been there before?" He asked me. "No... I haven't. But now that I'm with you, I feel really complete now." I don't know where my energy is coming from. But whenever he's here, I know I can't get tired.

It took us a while when we got to the destination. We hopped off the train and held hands while walking. I had no idea what the place looks like, but I could feel there are lots of people. I always ask George what the place looks like, but instead he gives me these cheesy lines. Just like this one: "The place is really nice" I'd react. But then, he'll say this next: "But you know what's more beautiful?" Obviously, I already know what he's going to say next. ("The girl reading this") "You." Although its really annoying, I let that side of him just pass.

"Okay, just stand here, I'll take a pic of you." He dug in through his pocket to get his phone but I pulled his arm. "But I can't see where the camera is..." I pouted at him. "Its fine, lets pretend its a stolen shot." He let go of my hand he let me position where I would be standing "Okay chin down, and face at your right, just a little." I did what he said. It was really silent, it almost made me lost his presence. And about for a minute, I heard his voice. "Damn, you're so photogenic." He complimented. I felt his presense getting near then I quickly held his arm. The feeling of beinh lost had gone quickly. "Are you gonna post it though?" I asked.  "Nah, my fans wou-" He paused. He stopped. Did he say fans? "Oh I mean my friends would get really surprised. Like, freak out or some shit. Haha." He laughed it off and so did I. I swear I heard him say 'fans' but, I think it was just a little mistake. I'll let that one pass. "Speaking of internet, do you have any accounts?" He said as we started walking. "Well I don't really use them or something... they're pretty much dead."

Our long walks continued, my feet started hurting and so is George's. He pretty much took photos of me the whole tour. We bought stuffs, ate some good food, and yeah. It was pretty normal but in a really romantic way. He really loves to joke around and stuff but now, we're heading home by taking the train. I asked for the time and it was around 7. It was a pretty long date if you ask me. 2 days. Without even taking a single shower yesterday. I'm glad we're finally going home.

"What are you doing?" I asked as we held hands inside this silent train. "Taking photos of old people." I squished my eyebrows together and smiled. He always do this whenever we're inside a train. It's hilarious actually, and I wished I could see how funny those pics were. I closed my eyes trying not to be devoured by dark thoughts, so I changed the topic. "Do you like traveling? You seem to know lots of places." I leaned my head against his shoulder, feeling his warmth. My thoughts disappeared and I only thought of him. "I.. actually.. I'm more of an inside person. I sleep and rest alot..." I smiled and gave him a small giggle. "We could've just stayed at home and snuggled there then." We laughed at each other. He suddenly tightened his hands while intertwining mine. "You changed me alot." He whispered. Soft enough for me to hear it. I was paralyzed and I didn't know what to do. But it was actually in a good way. I don't know, when he said that, it felt something more strong and serious. His hand held my cheek and he kissed my head softly. I felt safe and sound. It felt like wherever I go, I'm home. As long as I'm with him. "I love you Jo-oerge." Dammit, I almost said Joji. That was close...

"I love you ann, get some rest."

Rest...