i get too exhausted after what happemed with dane , as i waited in the wooden desk and i slipped to my unconsiousness .
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Dane's POV
i know that i've too harsh on her for that punishment . but she deserved it . she hit me and tried to runaway from me ,
i did what i had to do to remind her not to go against me . after i'm done with my business with her , i left her with the toy .
as i eat my breakfast , i left her probably for an hour and a half . and when i returned to my study , i find her unconsious on my desk ,
i pulled out the toy . and put her some new clothing and rest her on my couch . her face look very angelic when she sleeps as i brushed her hair out of her face and kiss her forehead . and i left her on the couch while i go to my backyard and lay under the sun .
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alexis POV
i don't know how long i've been asleep , but when i'm awake the sun in nearly setting . i sit up on the couch and tried to stand up , but i fell right down to the floor . and i hear some evil laugh from across the room , there he is , dane , withna coffee in his hand as he looked down to me
"told you , you wont be able to walk". he scoffed
i didn't reply him , all i feel right now is how dirty and used i am . i thought i was saving myselft for someone i love after i'm married .
but he stole my innocence . then i hold on to the couch and stand myself up . and walk slowly to the stairs . i don't wanna live anymore , he had took away my hopes and dreams .
"where do you think you're going?" he said
"i'm just gonna grab some undies from your room" i said , of course i lied . what i wanted to do was to go to the bathroom and grab the razor ,
he led me upstairs with him as i took my undies from my box and went to the bathroom
"don't take too long" he warned me
i walked slowly to the bathroom and start to look for razor .i feel so weak now . and i found it . i hold the razor tightly in my hand until my hands bleed ,weird it is , when i feel so relieved by bleeding . i let tears flow from my eyes as i remember my mom , my dad , and. everything i went through , i sat down on the ground holding the razor .this is it , this is where i would die . not by his hand , but i rather die than to face any punishments that he had in lines for me .
and the banging on the door starts
"alex!!! what are you doing?!! you took too long" he yelled from outside the door
i didn't reply as i dipped the razor to my wrist. and blood started to gushed out . and vision is getting blurry. and i see the door slammed open and i closed my eyes
