Dane's POV
she's been in there fir fifteen minutes , maybe she needs to pee or wash her face though ,
a few minutes later my patience start to thin out , i knock the door "alex? you done?"
i heard no reply , instead i heard sobs , like muffled words chug in tears , i'm starting to worry about what she's doing in there
and i started banging the door which she locked from inside "alex!! you took too long" i yelled
then i kicked the doors down and pushed hard my way in . what i saw was unbelievable . she sat next to the toilet on the floor her back rest on the floor . her hair falls messly on her face , her eyes fluttered open for awhile when she saw me walking in
i saw what she had done . she tried to kill herself , "just let me die" she muttered softly to my ear as i crouched to hold her body .and her eyes slowly closing
i ripped the hem of my shirt and quickly wrapped it on her wrist . but her blood keep going out . my hands are all red , i started to panic . then i knew it , i can't bring her outside to the hospital , everyone would know that i kidnapped her if i did .
so i called one of my bestfriend who's a doctor , maybe i can persuade him to not telling the public about this mess i've brought myself into if he wont , well he's gonna die , but i had to lie first to get him to come here and check on her , so i pretended like i was sick
his name is liam , he's got a brown hair like a buzzed cut and he's a very nice person too , he was my only friend in high school , but alot has changed after my mom died , then i dialed his number
"liam?"
"hey ! dane long time no see man? how's it been?"
"not good , hey you're still in worcester right?"
"yea , what's wrong?"
"i'm not feeling well ,, can you please check up on me? i can't drive to the hospital"
"ohh okay .. i'll be right there i'll bring some things , still the same house right?"
"yeah , thankyou liam"
"anytime dane"
and i hung up . i ran to the refrigrator and get some ice for her bleeding wrist to slower the bleeding .
and just hoping that she would still be alive by the time liam came .
i know it's all my fault , i know that i pushed her to doing this . i pulled her body to my bed and sooth her and i whispered to her ear
"i'm sorry alex .. please stay alive , keep breathing for me"
"i'm sorry ,. please wake up" tears start to well up my eyes when i know she isn't opening her eyes . i'm filled with so much anger .
i'm so angry at myself . i start to throw things started with some lamps , i let it crash to the floor , the books . i threw everything i saw .
this is all my fault ... she has to live ,
i catch my breath after my outburst my room is an utter mess . and i look back to her
"alex , fuck pleasee!! wake up" i spoke through my gritted teeth and my teardrops falls continuesly as i looked at her pale body .but she's still breathing
then i hear the doorbell rings . i carried her body to the couch and i opened up the door to see my old friend who after this will probably hate me forever .
