Chapter 3

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KYLO REN:

Monster.

Monster.

Monster.

Monster.

I am a monster.

That's what the girl thinks.

I somewhat doubt she thinks highly of me.

Ugh. Who cares about the opinion of one goddamned scavenger girl anyway?

Apparently I do. Who would've ever guessed? I didn't think I would care...but I do care. I care about the way she thinks about me. I'm not sure why, I just do. It's very annoying.

And inconvenient. I mean, it's not exactly easy to murder someone you care about even if you don't care for the fact that you care about them.

Murder.

I really am a monster. Or am I? Isn't accepting the fact that I'm a monster in some sense good or 'human'? Isn't acceptance good? Only I'm not good; not anymore at least. I get off the black leather armchair in the meeting room and head towards my chambers.

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so

so close

i blink and look at the blinding light...it's green

like a lightsaber

i know this nightmare all to well

wait

where's luke

i hear someone say monster

oh no

i roll over and see rey

oh my god

oh no

her eyes are cold as she brings the lightsaber down

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I wake up in a puddle of cold sweat.

I never want to dream again.

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