Chapter 12: suicidal thoughts

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Eren's POV:

The thought of Levi's death just stayed with me, it blocked out everything else. To everyone else, I looked lost in a day dream, but much worse. I miss Levi, he is probably in another life right now, maybe I should join him...what am I saying?! Should I really kill myself?! But...it sounds like a good idea too, I'm really not mentally coping without Levi, in fact, I'm getting psychosis science he was gone. It hasn't helped over these five years...of course it ducking hasn't. I just miss him so much...I wanna see him... smiling m starting to look more over to killing myself, it's probably better in another life than in this shitty one. I've made up my mind, I'm going to kill myself, right...now...

"Hey guys, just gonna go into the forest real quick, don't follow me" I say still looking off into space, it was pretty obvious bad things were going to happen, but they just told me they'd stay here where in reality, they were going to follow me but I didn't know that yet.

I walk off, once far enough, my friends started following me without me noticing. I stand beside a tree and take my dagger from my pocket, "just gonna get this over with.." I whisper as I lift the blade to my wrist, my friends just stand there in shock of what they saw me doing, they wanted to come over and stop me, but something...or someone in this case was stopping them.

Just as I'm about to pierce my skin, a hand appears on my arms in which I'm holding the knife, stopping me. I look up to who was holding my arm...and it was none other than Levi...

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