Raven

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I had told him I loved him. So I did the only thing I could. I ran. "Raven, wait!" Beastboy cried, running after me. I wiped the tears from my eyes, unable to speak. I just kept running. I needed to go somewhere else. I needed to talk to someone. I needed to talk to my mother.

Beastboy's POV

She was gone. I just confessed that I loved her and she ran. She ran away from me. I thought she loved me too. I thought we could have a happily ever after. "Hey BB!" Terra said, walking over to me. "You remember me?" I said, dumbfounded. What if I only loved Raven to get over the heartbreak Terra gave me when she remembered nothing? "Anyhow, I just wanted to say that I don't love you." Terra told me. Also known as a slap from reality. Terra doesn't love you, Raven doesn't love you, nobody loves you. My thoughts echoed in my head, making me feel worse and worse. "I'm sorry, Beastboy. I just...couldn't remember the love I felt for you. I tried, but it wouldn't work. Then I fell in love with Speedy, and I just gave up. If I forgot, maybe it just wasn't mean to be." Terra said. She gave me a kiss on the cheek, and left. I knew that type of kiss. A goodbye kiss.

Raven's POV

I flew back to the roof. Maybe I could fix this. Maybe I didn't have to go to Azarath after all. Maybe... My thoughts stopped as I saw Terra give Beastboy a kiss on the cheek. You know, I kind of liked Azarath. And my mother is the only one there so I can't get my heart broken. Maybe I'll just stay in Azarath forever. I wrote each of my friends a note. I started with Robin.

Robin,

You've saved my life multiple times. You're determined. You never give up. You're smart, strong, a great leader, and so much more. I've always known things might get tough. But I've always known also that you'd help us. You understood me best, and I will miss you. P.S. We all know you love Star. Just make it official already.

Raven

I then began to write Starfire's

Dearest Starfire,

You're so naïve and sweet. You've taught us more about Earth then we already knew. You say you do not have 'the nice' on your planet, yet you've shown us extreme kindness. You've always been my best friend. Always getting me to try new things, trying to get me on your crazy spiral of life. I'll miss you. Don't ever change. Ever.

Your friend,

Raven

Cyborg,

You are like a big brother to me. You've always made me feel like I fit in, even though I'm half demon, I hide in my room, and I never show my emotions. Don't worry about being a cyborg. You may be a tin man, but you've got a heart.

Raven

My hands shaking, I wrote my letter to Beastboy.

Beastboy,

Why is love so strange?

Why do I feel I have to change?

Why do I try to cover up the real me? Why do I keep her locked up so no one can see?

Why do I melt under your gaze?

Why do I find myself drifting in a haze?

Why is my world crazy and upside down?

Why does it feel like you keep me on the ground?

I love you. I can't let my emotions show. I don't see why you toyed with my heart. It was broken and I was wrong to thing you could fix it. You took the already broken pieces and broke them again. But I still love you. I think I'm losing my mind, because no matter what you say or do, I know I can't stop loving you. You tried to make me laugh. You tried to make me smile. I miss those complication free days. But we can't get them back. So I will say this one more time: I love you.

Yours Forever,

Ꭱανεη

I wiped the tears from my eyes and set the notes in their rooms. "Your so stupid! She doesn't love you, Terra doesn't love you, nobody loves you! You're a monster! A freak!" I heard Beastboy's voice. "Can I come in?" I asked, knocking on his door. "No!" Beastboy shouted, fear evident in his voice. "Let me in." I said. He opened the door, hiding his hands behind his back. "What's wrong with your hands?" I inquired. "Nothing!" Beastboy said quickly. He spoke too quickly, which made me suspicious. "Show me your palms." I commanded. When he did so I saw fresh blood. I quickly healed his wounds, concerned. "What happened?" I asked. "I-I broke my mirror." Beastboy said. "Did you cut yourself on purpose?" I asked. "No!" Beastboy exclaimed. I gave a silent sigh of relief. "Wash your hands." I instructed. While he was doing so I put the notes in the right rooms. Then, it came to Beastboy's note. I set it on the floor outside his room. I did the spell, and when I looked around I knew I was in Azarath.

Still don't own Teen Titans.

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