instantaneous ecstasy.
exhilaration filling my mind in a way i hadn't felt before.
my heart is bursting out of my chest, my rib cage.
rip me in half, wreak u conscience, with intense happiness.
follow me everywhere.
make me smile on the days i need it the most.
make me feel something i don't get to feel.
peace of mind
can you be with me forever and let me feel the emotion always?
i want this to continue, i want to stay happy
even if it doesn't actually work like that.
i just want to trick my mind,
trick it into believing that it'll be okay.
i'd rather keep up this ruse than admit to myself that this feeling is temporary.
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loss for words
Poetryevery day I'm left at a loss for words. ✘CW: mentions of suicide and self-harm © 2017-2023 alexxiajay, all rights reserved *i wrote this collection in 2017, i have only updated it recently. (fixed some grammatical errors, and changed a few things, b...
