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chapter 9

Year ago
Anika POV

Something is wrong with shivaay yesterday he won't let me out of his sight and last night he held me like he wouldn't let me go......he watched me the whole night,what's wrong with him,why doesn't he ever share his problems with me does he think I'm so fragile that I'll break if he  tells me!!I think he has forgotten who i am.......I'm anika surf anika

Before I had chance to confront him about his odd behavior he walk in after I had my breakfast and said" anika I have something for u" he said handing me a piece of paper,its a blank check I have written in ur anika"
"Shivaay why are u giving me money do u need me to buy u some" I ask confused
"What I need is for u to go, I don't want you anymore" he said coldly staring at me,as I stared into his eyes I knew something was wrong because I no longer see the love he so easily shows in his eyes.
"What's wrong shivaay what's going on" I whispered scared
"Look anika you and I had some good times together but I don't feel what I use to feel about you anymore"," I dont know what joke u playing but its not funny stop this" I said as I feel tears rolling down my cheek
"Joke ....this is hardly a joke I no longer  feel any love for you ,I even tried to spend time together to see if I can feel them again yesterday but I felt nothing" he said coldly at me.
" so I want you to leave my house but I'm not leaving you empty handed that check will help you find a place to stay......
'Enough" I screamed at him " I'm not some prosticute that you found at the street corner I'm your wife,
"You kinda are like a prosticute the only difference is you got marriage as payment instead of the usual way"he smiled coldly
I felt myself go cold " how dare he say that to me..….....what did u just say to me"I whispered
He smirked"that I can no longer afford you" and I slapped him across his lying,stupid face.
"Afford me.....afford me do u have any idea who u are talking to" I screamed and he laughed such a cold laugh it send shivers down my back!!!

What is happening?why is this happening?we where so happy together till now why is he hurting me,no..no my shivaay can never say this something is wrong I tell myself,I look at him carefully searching for my shivaay in this cold SSO persona,and I find him my shivaay look at me with pain so his deep that it hurt me." Shivaay"?I whispered and just like that my shivaay is gone." Look anika ,shivaay says I need u to leave,u can't stay here anymore,my mother is going to find me a more suitable wife
.....right mother?"he said breaking me heart,that when I look around the room and see that everyone is here watching my love humiliate and destroy me
"Ye..ss" pinky ma hesitants" we will met some suitable women next week from good families " and she left,I felt myself stumble backward "no no this can't happen" I whispered to myself" shivaay can't leave me...
"Don't be pathathic anika take the check and leave" he said look away and just like that I felt an overwhelming sense of anger who does he think he is to talking to me like that,so I walk up to him and said" why do u always do this,I love you shivaay but that doesn't mean I will sacrifice my dignity and self respect for this love.....you where supposed to protect me..why do u hurt me so much every time" I said crying grumbling the check and throw it on the floor I turned and walk out

While I'm sitting in our a room I'm remembering the times we spend together the good and the bad and I know without any doubt that he loves me as I love him but our love is now tainted with the pain and humiliation he just inflicted,no...I have to leave before he destroys everything.
I pack my bags with tears streaming down my face and slowly walk to face shivaay one last time and I hear whispering" I  told u shivaay bhai not to do this........you hurt anika bhabhi how can u say those thing to her .....I will not let her leave" rudra said crying and as I stood silently watch what's going on I see shivaay standing like a statue with pain and horror in his face.
I knew he was hiding something from me the look on his face just confirmed it!!!I feel an overwhelming edge to go and hug him and take his pain away but..
What he just did,the pain and humiliation he just inflicted where to high a price for keeping whatever secret he hide from me.I will not have my self respect    trampled on.......I am ANIKA SIRF ANIKA