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chapter 32

Soumaya POV

I felt my heartbreak into a million pieces as I walked away from the man I love but I have to do it or he will destroy me....I need to be alone to think over what I need to do with my life and as I walk to my room I feel tear behind my eyes ......I didn't want people to see me like this...but before I can't walk into my room I hear gauri bhabhi asking " soumya are you OK" looking worried ," I am fine I just have something in my eyes ....I'll be right back" I said trying to smile and praying that my tears don't fall in front of her because the last thing I want is pity and when I walked into my room i felt for a moment numb,I couldn't feel anything or hear anything...........a couple of seconds passed till all of a sudden all my emotions ,my pain came rushing back and felt suffocated...... I couldn't breath...I ran to the balcony pushed the door harshly and took THE most painful breath I ever had....from a distance I heard a most heartbreaking scream but soon realised it was me...I was screaming....
After crying and scream my pain to the world I feel down on my bedroom floor " why doesn't he want me?....is the something wrong with me? " I whisper myself with tear running down my face,I feel broken and I don't know how to fix myself .......I lay on the room because all energy as been taken from me "why am I even here.....I have no one....I'm nothing......why am I even alive?"I asked myself as I feel myself being pulled in blackness

Anika POV

"Shivaay.....anika" said mama and papa as we walked thru the door ..., as I hugged my family member I felt contentment this what I have always wanted,this unconditional love but I'll miss the moments,peace and love I have shared with shivaay in these last two day....my love for him just grow more in this getaway and I don't know how that is possible cos I already love him forever and a step!!

After we give everyone the gifts we bought for them I realised soumya and rudra where not there," no..no bhoji they are at home....I don't think they saw you guys arrive..I'll go bring them" gauri said after i asked about them  but she seem sad and hesitant...... Rudra is such a baby that he always welcomes us when come home so I knew her explaining was fishy and I turned to shivaay and he also had the suspicious look on his face " no gauri its OK shivaay and I will go surprise them OK"we stood up and walked to their room when we saw rudra standing in the garden  
" Rudy" we called to him but no matter how many time we called he didn't hear he was lost in his mind .....this was another thing to confirm that something was seriously wrong .....I walked slowly to him and put his hand on his shoulder " Rudy are you ok " I asked he snapped out of whatever he was thinking and put on a fake smile and trying to cover up he was crying " anika bhabhi ....shivaay bhai when did you two arrive" he asked hugging us tightly," not long ....but tell me whats wrong " I asked impatiently I need to know what happened so I can go and kick its ass
He looked at me and smile at my anger and with tears in this eyes he said " after what I did I don't think you'll forgive me anika bhabhi" he looked heartbroken....I was confused because everyone know I'd forgive rudra anything because he is always good at heart
"Can you go talk to soumya anika bhabhi" rudra said sounding desperate, "where is she" I ask rudra feeling nervous what the hell happened we only left for the weekend," in our room" he said looking down as if he was ashamed about something," go anika..go to soumya I think rudra and I need to talk" shivaay said looking angrily at rudra..I nodded and turn and walked to their room

I knocked a couple of times on their door and called out to her but she wasn't answering.,... OK now i was getting worried I pushed the door and realise it open...I walked in and called her name softly when I saw her laying on the floor by the balcony" soumya" I called out running to her and tried to wake up.." Shivaay ...rudra" I called out trying to feel a pulse" soumya  what happened" I shouted at her slapping her cheeks and splashing water on her face and when shivaay and rudra come running into the room" call the doctor" I said to them ...shivaay pulled his phone out and call but rudra just stared at soumya looking heartbroken than he looked at me with guilt in his eyes ...I felt anger overtake me" WHAT THE HELL DID YOU DO"!!! I yelled at him