hyung • chanbaekhun

- fiftheen

SEHUN

Hindi ko sana sisiputin si Luhan. But I don't know, my body does. I kept avoiding him since the day he rejected me. Hindi ko talaga alam sa sarili ko.

"Y-you made it, Sehun." Luhan bounce out from the bench. Is he really that happy because I come?

"What is it, dont waste my time. I have many works to do." I said with a cold voice. In front of everyone, I can talk to him like, a...friend? No. A stranger.

"I...I like you, Sehun.." What?

"I-I said I like you! I like you." I smirked. Look at him. He's not looking in my eyes, shaking, look a desperate.

"And?" He looked at me. In my eyes.

"I said I like you and you just gonna said, And? What the ef! Sehun." His voice raised up. I put my hands to my pocket.

"What you gonna expect on me? Should I said; I like you too?" Luhan bite his lips. I can see on his eyes that he's going to cry. "Don't expect, Luhan." I said.

"Oh, perhaps. May confidence kang sabihin yan it because, I also confess on you?" I laugh little bit while looking at him. "Wake up from your fantasies, Luhan." I pat his head. "It was long, long, long, long time a go."

"I confess, and you just laugh at me, saying; Hey Kid, are you kidding me? Go and play sands." I said remembering what he just said 2 years ago.

"I-I regret it! I'm sorry for saying those nonscence and please--"

"Forget it. You made me, you made a monster inside me. I never treated people like I do for now, and guess what? I love it, I like it!" I shouted. I don't know, I feel like I am going to cry but, I hold it. My tears are precious.

"You're confessing right? My answer is, Stop dreaming and forget me. Go and play another boys also. Goodnight, Lu Han."

I was walking alone in a midnight with a blank mind. I'm even crying because of those feelings that completely came out from my heart. Luhan is my first love. I never believe in Love before, but. When I saw him. It makes my black world into a colourful. That's why...

"Should I call Jongin?" I was going to take a call, and I remember. Masyado nang gabi baka tulog na yun. At muka akong siraulo dito.

And I decided to go to the nearest Convience Store to buy some Soju for me.

"18 na po ba kayo, Sir?"

"Sir, pwede ko bang makita ang ID niyo?"

"I-I don't have one.." I answered.

"Bawal niyong bilhin to' Ser. Minor pa kayo. Hay nako, Ang mga kabataan talaga ngayon oh--"

"I'm taking what he wants."

"K-kyungsoo?" Kyungsoo gave his ID. Ah, He's already 18 that's why he can do whatever he wants.

"Thank you." I said.

"Bakit ka magiinom?" He asked, I take a deep sighs. "Okay, hindi ko na tatanungin. Pero, pasalamat ka pa rin sakin." He added. Nasa labas kami ng Convience store.