hyung • chanbaekhun

- nineteen

Chapter Nineteen: Friendship Over?

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LUHAN

I act like a drunk in front of Sehun. I'm not drunk and yeah, Tinanong ko pa si Jongin kung nasaan si Sehun and he said magbabar daw sila. Sinabi ko kay Jongin na pupunta ako at yun, naabutan ko si Sehun.

I really want to talk to him because, I need to explain, I like him--no I love him. I remember the day when he confess his feelings for me, I made a mistake but, I promise to the whole universe. May gusto na din ako sakaniya nung time na yun pero hindi sa gusto, crush lang. Masyado pa siyang bata nun and I can't believe na aabot siya sa ganito. He hates me, he really do. Kulang na lang isumpa niya ako dahil ni-refuse ko yung confession niya.

"Jongin, nakita mo ba si Sehun?" Nawala si Sehun bigla nung sinabi ko na may rumor about kay Baekhyun and Chanyeol. I dont even know why kung bakit ganun yung reaction niya.

"Akala ko ba nasa cr kayo? Baka andyan lang?" Jongin said. Napatingin ako kay Kyungsoo na sayaw pa rin ng sayaw. I never seen Kyungsoo enjoy a party before but. Look at him, he's crazy dancing with Jongin.

"We're talking about Baekhyun and he just run away. Hindi ko naman siya nahabol agad." I said. Jongin shrugs. "Maybe, umuwi na. Wala kasi si Chanyeol hyung at sa pagkakaalam ko. Si Baekhyun lang yung nasa bahay." Jongin answered.

Why I feel something strange like, parang gusto kong sundan si Sehun sa bahay nila. I know, hindi magugustuhan ni Sehun pag nag punta ako dun. Baka lalong magalit, pero eto ako ngayon. Papunta sa bahay nila.

And I'm here, in front of Sehun's house. Alam ko din na wala si Tito Chanhun dito. He's busy and I also know na hindi na umuuwi si Tito.

Magdodoorbell sana ako pero, nakita kong bukas yung gate. Dahan dahan akong pumasok sa loob at nakita kong bukas yung pinto.

Bakit hindi siya nagsarado ng pinto? Pati gate. Is he on hurry?

I was going to get in but...

"Ahh, Sehun!"

"Damn, Fck!"

Napahawak ako sa bibig at dahan dahang sumilip sa pintuan. It's Baekhyun. Hindi ako pwedeng magkamali.

"Ahhh! S-sehun!"

"Moan my name, oh fck!"

It's Baekhyun and Sehun. Doin something makes me hurt and irritable. Halos matumba ako sa nakita ko. Why? What? Did Chanyeol know about this?

I feel hurt, kailan pa? Bakit...bakit Baekhyun?! I know, hindi ko sinabi sayo at wala kang alam na may gusto ako kay Sehun, but why? Why did you let Sehun fuck you?!

Pinapanood ko lang sila. Hindi ko alam kung anong gagawin ko. I can't control my tears and yes, I'm hurting. Seeing Sehun fucking Baekhyun in my two eyes, I can't believe this.

I thought Baekhyun is innocent but, how can...damn it.

"That was...amazing." Sehun said. They reach the climax and they both panting laying on the sofa. "Heaven." Sehun added and I wiped my tears.

Trespassing man, but I can't let this go.

"WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED IN HERE?!" I shouted. I saw Sehun eyes widen as he get up seeing him naked. Napatingin ako kay Baekhyun, same as Sehun. His eyes widen.