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log_13. wish you were here. where did you go? · (00:01:15) 20/04/18

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[He looks... Horrible.]

[... Again.]

[There's a pause. A sigh.]

"Hi."

"Did I ever talk about my first boyfriend? He was the best and honestly the kindest, but one day he just... Up and vanished. Nothing reached him. He didn't tell me anything."

"Was I... Not good? Were all the insults too much? Why would he do that?"

"I don't blame him... I understand where he's coming from, and I don't think he did it with a light heart. He's too kind for that."

"But... It shouldn't be because of me either..."

"..."

[A shaky sigh.]

"Fuck, I don't know. I don't know anymore. I just... Wish I got to say 'I love you' one last time."

"... I know you won't hear this, but..."

"Hey, where are you?"

[Tears are forming.]

"Why'd you leave? Will I... Will I ever see you again? If so, when?"

"I'm... I'm sorry if it was because of me..."

"And again, I know I'm the only one who will hear this but..."

[He vigorously wipes away his fat tears. They refuse to stop.]

"I..."

"After all these years..."

"I still..."

"I love you."

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