Lonely

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I'm not allowed to feel lonely 
because I have a boyfriend 

and I have people to talk to 
So I shouldn't feel so alone 
but i'm very lonely
I don't have that one friend 
The one I can tell everything to 
The one who wants to just watch netflix
Play video games 
Go out to eat at a fast food place 
Go to walmart for no reason at all. 
I don't have friends anymore 
because to be a friend you have to listen 
and no one listens to me anymore 
As an adult I should suck it up and go to work
earn money

pay bills 
work more 

pay more bills
 work more 
pay bills 
that's what I'll be doing for the rest of my life
Right?
There's no point of having friends 
because all I'll be saying is 
"Sorry  I can't, I gotta work." 
maybe it's better that i'm alone 
I don't want to say I'm depressed. 
but i sure as hell am not happy. 

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