Lonely Me

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I'm lonely 
I'm so sick of being lonely
but really it's my fault

I'm picky
Yeah I've got people I talk to
But i don't feel close to them
I've got people I hang out with 

but then I'm exhusted
I only hang out with a select few people 
I avoid going out of my house because I don't like going out anymore
I miss one person 
I was the closest to her
and I'm so proud of her
she's doing so much 
Working, being with friends, even doing stuff for school
She's got a lover that will hold her tight when it gets rough 
I'm so happy that she got better after leaving this wreched town
I'm so glad she got out. 
I wonder if one day 
I'll get to be happy, like her 
I miss her
I don't like being far. 

It's only two hours 
but it's two hours and a lot of gas money

fixing up my van 

paying bills
I'm drowning in money I don't have. 
I'm terrified 
I miss her
I'm lonely. 

but really It's my fault 

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