Sick of myself

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Honestly I'm so sick of myself
I'm sick of looking in the mirror
And pretending I have confidence
So I can make it through the day
And school or at work
I'm so fucking lonely
but who's fault do you think that is?
I did this to myself
I hate my body
I look too young
I hate my brain
Constantly creating
No fucking talent
Always forgiving
Always hurt
I hate myself so fucking much
Everything about me sucks
I have a great family
And wonderful friends
None of which I deserve
My name is gummy
And I hate myself
I can't cosplay for the life of me
I like kid shows
I love fictional characters
I can't love a real human being
Without it going wrong!
I can't love myself
Because there's always something wrong
I'm not tall enough
My voice is too high
I have a funny accent
My chest is too flat
I have no ass
I'm getting too fat
I'm getting to skinny
I'm too nice
I'm too mean
My sense of humor is too gross
To disturbing
To weird
I'm just so sick of myself

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