Lost

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I feel so lost
I want to write all my fantasies down
See them become movies or tv  shows
Become someone
But I'll always be just me
I'll always just be gummy
The gummy who writes for fun
Because They'll never become anything
They'll always be just my little hobby
I feel lost because the one thing I want in life
I probably won't get
I want my own fandom
To become rich enough to buy mom a house
Get out of the trailer
To give my friends Christmas gifts they'll like
Afford so many cool cons and cosplays
Pay all my bills... but I gotta go to college
Get a real job.
Because creating a fandom won't happen
I'm just me
I'm just gummy

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