SUNLIGHT. ━━ ( M. CLIFFORD ) ✓

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dear mikey, today i went to my brother aaron's grave

12/12/2015 20:03 pm

"oh this is not gonna be good," ashton sighed.

michael nodded, his eyes falling on his bruised hand. ashton had cleaned it up for him and calum had found a first aid kit in the bathroom.

british people are so prepared, michael thought in amusement.

it's the anniversary of his death

12/12/2015 20:03 pm

exactly four years since my life fell apart

12/12/2015 20:04 pm

everybody was a little bit confused about that. how much had his death really affected her?

i wasn't planning to go to the graveyard

12/12/2015 20:04 pm

i was actually trying to avoid it, since it makes me upset

12/12/2015 20:06 pm

but that's where i ended up

12/12/2015 20:06 pm

mum didn't come

12/12/2015 20:07 pm

she said that she 'wanted to leave the past in the past, thank you very much'

12/12/2015 20:07 pm

"y'know, i really really like her mum, from what we've seen so far, she's pretty awesome."

"i agree."

deep down i know she's right

12/12/2015 20:08 pm

i shouldn't beat myself up over things that happened so long ago

12/12/2015 20:09 pm

i was meant to go see vicki today, since it's saturday

12/12/2015 20:09 pm

there were groans and noises of protest from the boys.

but all i could think about was aaron

12/12/2015 20:11 pm

so i told vicki that i was gonna have to cancel