Something Between Us

Chapter 20

Emma's POV

My year was up and it was time to leave. I had gotten everything packed up and I mostly did it when the kids werent home or asleep so we wouldnt have an issue. I was packing up when I heard a small voice behind me.

"What are you doing?" Elliot asks.

"Umm cleaning things out." I say.

Before he could answer Kayden walked in and he knew how to read alittle and he read the box and got very sad.

"Your leaving to New...Yoke... I mean York. Daddy was right you wernt staying long after your trip." Kayden says in tears running into his room.

"Miss.Emma your leaving us forever. Why do you hate us?" Elliot asks.

"Oh no... I just have to go." I say.

"Your the worse. Daddy was right you were gonna leave longer. I dont like you anymore." Elliot says and ran into his own room.

I understood why they were upset, but the fact that Killian told them before I could break the new gently pissed me off. I walked into Killian's room and slammed his computer shut.

"Why did you do that?" Killian asks.

"Why did you tell then about me leaving? I told you I wanted to do this slowly. Then you go behind my back and tell them anyway." I say.

"I had to. I had to prepare them for your departure. You wouldnt be the one stuck with heartbroken kids. So I had to do this. Besides why do you care you have found your new life pretty quickly in New York. Just go and pretend you never helped us cause that why you came here in the first place isnt it." He says.

"Hey dont turn this around on me it wasnt my fault you were being a terrible father and needed help after your wife. Now I can see why she would want to leave you. Your insane when you dont get your way." I say.

"You know what just get out and go away you have already cause so much pain for my family. We dont need you causing anymore." He says.

"Fine by me. I'll have David come get my stuff tomorrow. I dont want to see or talk to you ever again." I say.

"Good maybe now we will be happy." He says.

I walked right out of his room and right out of his house. I could feel my heartbreaking in my chest. I didnt mean what I said and I wish I could take it back, but this way makes it easier to let go. Though I dont want to let go. I even told that job and the apartment place I was reconsidering. Well I guess its back to New York.

One week Later.

Ohhh my god another one why does this keep happening to me. For the last week I have been staying with David and Snow mainly because I wont be moving to New York for another week or so. Though every night since I had my fight will Killian I have had dreams where I apologized and we slept together. I sat up in my bed after an amazing dream about Killian and I. I missed him and his boys, but I know they dont miss me cause sometimes I ask David if they ask about me and he says no. I guess thats my fault and I will just have to deal with what I have done. They will never forgive me and how can they I wouldnt even forgive what I did to that wonderful perfect man and his sweet little boys.