HELP. ME. ( VKOOK FF)

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I felt myself awaken but did not open my eyes. I didn't know where I was but I knew Taehyung was there. I could hear him. I tried to pretend I was asleep to listen.

"Fuck off, look what you've done. You've hurt one of the only people I love. I hate you! I hate you!"

There was no reply. Who else was here? I slightly opened my eyes. No one but him.

JK: "T-Taehyung"

I noticed I was in a hospital bed, a wire into my hand and machines beeping around me.

TH: "You're awake! I was so worried"

His eyes were swollen from crying, I felt terrible for what I put him through.

JK: Im sorry

involuntary tears rolled down my cheeks.

TH: don't apologise, it was my fault.

he suddenly froze. he was making eye contact with me but wasn't speaking or moving.

JK: tae.. tae!

i was beginning to worry, i couldn't leave this bed. i wasn't sure what these wires were doing but they seemed important.

a few cries and shouts later a nurse walked in, and just as i was going to tell her what was happening Taehyung shot back up. he mouthed : please don't tell her, please

he looked so weak and vulnerable and I couldn't do that to him.

JK: erm, w-when can I leave

NURSE: shortly mr jeon, it's lucky your boyfriend bought you here

JK: w-what?

NURSE: he is your boyfriend, isn't he?

TH: no. were just friends, that's it.

a surge of confusion filled me once again, this boy couldn't make up his mind.

NURSE: oh.. sorry for the mistake. you can leave in an hour.

JK: it's fine, thank you.

TH: i have something to tell you when we get back, you don't deserve all this confusion. im sorry kookie.

JK: o-okay, thank you.

- TWO HOURS LATER -

we arrived back at the dorm and went into my room, I sat on the bed and tae came and sat next to me.

TH: this may take a while to explain, please don't interrupt

JK: okay, I won't.

I had no clue what he was going to say but I was ready to listen to every word

TH: look. you may notice my actions change very quickly but it's not my fault! It's him, he makes me go fucking insane. They'd lock me up if they heard this. Think I'm crazy. I'm not I just have to listen to him, he will hurt me if not. He doesn't like the fact I'm gay, he hates he. Calls me unspeakable things but he hates you.

At this point tears were running down his cheeks and my heart dropped with sympathy

TH: he hates you and it kills me, i love you- I love you so much jungkook and he makes me hurt myself for the way i feel and im so fucking selfish that I hurt other people instead. I don't want him to exist but he controls me. I'm so sorry if you've ever felt so confused by my actions and it breaks my hear-

he told me not to interrupt but I had to, his words were making tears fall down my face. so I did the one thing I knew he needed. I pressed my lips against his and at first he was shocked but then it became natural.

he moved his lips against mine perfectly, it was a feeling I didn't want to stop. he bit my lip making me moan and he used the opportunity to shove his tongue into my mouth, we fought for dominance but he of course won. he broke the kiss making me whine and bit my neck suddenly making yelp, he places soft kisses along my collarbone. he started to lift my shirt and-

YG: tea is rea- ew what the fuck guys

he pulled away from my and i looked down embarrassing, yoongi shook is head and walked out.

TH: fuck, i love you jungkook

JK: i love you too

we fixed our hair with giggles talking about the look on yoongis face.

little did we know how embarrassing it would really get.

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Oop not yet sorry not sorryyy

And if you're confused to what Taehyung was talking about it's schizophrenia; a mental illness in which you experience voices, hallucinations and can have catatonia ( the inability to move or speak )

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