Wondrous Insanity

Chapter Three

~Delirious's POV~

I was concerned with how Evan was portraying himself. He deserved so much, well, he at least seems like he deserves it.

Evan: Thanks Jon. It really means a lot. :)

I chuckled a bit, like it was common sense. Anyone would do that. Or at least, they should. Right? Maybe it's the craziness in me. I get confused sometimes. I can't tell on what's crazy and what's not. Oh well, it seems "normal" to Evan, so that's all that matters.

What even is normal? Really. Is it a feeling? Is it a look? Is it a mindset? Everything? Intentions, actions and looks? Maybe. Maybe not. Maybe its everything. Maybe it's nothing. But then, how could you tell what was crazy and what not?

I was pulled out of my thoughts when I saw a notification pop up on my phone. It was a PM from luke.

tOoNz: Joooooooooonnnnnn, do you have a crush?

My face got red and I looked up from my phone, and stared at the ceiling to think.

Jon: noooo, why u ask?

tOoNz: Bullshit. You like Evan don't you?

tOoNz: I promise I won't tell him.

Jon: Luke, I don't. I swear.

I tried to convince him. I don't like Evan. Do I? No. No I don't. And I'm sure of it.

I got a message from Luke.

tOoNz: Ok, I'll leave it alone, but it sounds like you're trying to convince yourself more than you're trying to convince me.

I brushed off his words and rolled my eyes. I went to the groupchat.

Marcel: Wouldn't it be cool if we were youtubers?

Jon: um, I might have a channel.

Evan: WHAT IS IT??? LEMMA HIT THAT SUBSCRIBE BUTTON

Brock: ^

Marcel: ^^

Everyone was so nice. I, reluctantly, sent them my channel.

Scotty: dude you're videos are good. you're underrated.

Evan: Jon I love your voice.

I blushed at his words and smiled. Everyone thinks my voice is annoying. But Evan, he likes it.

Jon: Thanks Evan <3

Wait. What, the fuck did I just do. Oh great.

~Vanoss' POV~

Jon: Thanks Evan <3

I saw the text and immediately smirked a little. Did he just add a heart emoticon? My heart raced a little as I replied.

Evan: Np :^)

Evan: But why did you add a heart? XD

tOoNz: Ooooooo. Jon, you betta explain yoself boi.

I blushed as I saw the newest text in the group chat. What if Jon liked me? Do I like Jon? Maybe. I don't think I do. Besides, he probably has a girlfriend. And who the hell would ever like me back? Maybe I shouldn't be so quick so shut that idea down but maybe keep it a bay for a while. Oh well. We'll see, i guess.

Jon: Ummmmm. Idk. I just thought that would look nice? :)))))))))))))

Evan: Wh-

Evan: Ooooookay. Welp.

SMii7Y: wtf Jon? that heart made me laugh way too hard. i mean, you two should just kiss already

Kryoz: ^^^^^^^^

tOoNz: Yeah guys. Y'all should just kiss ;)

Evan: lmao. you guys are funny. -_-

Jon: Doesn't Evan have a girlfriend though? He should kiss her. Not me

Evan: A girlfriend???? Ew. No thanks. I'm only into dudes. WhOoPs.

Jon: Ohh. Then do you have a boyfriend who you can kiss?

Evan: No. I'm still recovering from the last one.

I sighed as tears filled in my eyes at the memory of him. I thought he was the one. But apparently I just wasn't good enough. I threw my notepad off my desk as the tears poured from my eyes and I just wanted to scream but I knew I couldn't let anyone hear it. I quickly got up from my desk and threw myself onto the bed as I shoved a pillow in my face and screamed.

I just lie there for a few minutes and let the tears fall then slowly picked myself up off my bed and went back to my desk. I looked at the newest text and held back the tears. 

Jon: Oh jeez. If you don't mind me asking, what happened?

Evan: He.... uh.... He cheated on me with my old best friend.

Jon: Oh jesus. I'm so sorry. I feel bad for bringing it up now. Are you ok?

Evan: Don't feel bad. It's not your fault. And I'm fine.

Jon: If you need anything, my dms are open. I'll listen to you rant if you need me to. 

Evan: Thank you, Jon. I appreciate that.