I need you back (sequel to save me)

chapter 73

•Alice's POV•

*1 month later*

Today is the day we leave for tour.. So it's time to talk to my mom

"Why are you letting Jessie stay here?"I asked
"Because... I love him"Mom said
"And what about what he did to me"I said
"Can you move past that Al? I want him to be in our life"She said
"No I can't just move on! It's either him or me"I said
"Alice-"She said
"Him or me mom!"I said
"I can't choose"She said
"You rather choose a rapist alcoholic who's also abusive over me!!"I said
"I'm not choosing him but can't you give him a chance"She said
"Mother.. You know what he did so I'm saying this one last time.. Him or me"I said
"Well.. Him... Wait!"She said
"Ok then bye"I said
"Wait Al!"She said
I got on the bus with the others and we left. I was texting  Zara and Kurt

"Al! This is amazing!"Niki said sitting with me
"Yep"I said
"What's wrong"She said
"Nothing"I said and went to the back of the bus where Demi was

"Alice! This is so exciting!"Demi said
"Yea it is!"I said
"First destination is orange county"She said
"Yay I'm so excited"I said
"Me too!"She said

"So I heard your dad is back in your life"She said
"Eh not really, He's just been around the house, sadly"I said
"Has he tried talking to you"She said
"Yea but I just can't, I'm so afraid of him"I said
"I bet you are, Don't you want to hear what he has to say"She said
"Yea but I can't be alone with him. Plus my mom chose him over me"I said
"What"She said
"Today before we left I told her it was either me or him and she chose him.. So yea I think I lost my mom again"I said
"Al I'm sorry"She said
"Eh I'm used to it"I said
Then my phone started ringing and it was my mom
Dem put her arm around me and I answered the phone

Mom- Alice

A- what

Mom- Al I love you so much and I'm not loosing my girls again ok so I kicked Jessie out.. When tour is over please come home

A- I love you too... I'll think about it

Mom- Have fun Al

A- Thanks

I hung up

"Well that's a good thing right"Dem said
"I guess"I said
"So want to work on our song?"She asked
"Oh yea!"I said

We got out some paper and started writing.
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We got to orange county and went to the Arena. Demi and I went on stage and practiced our songs. After a long night we went to dinner, while the others were still in the restaurant I snuck to the bus and threw up, as I walked out the bathroom I ran into Cam

"Whoa Al, did you just get sick"He said
"Uh yea"I said
"Do you think you're pregnant"He said
"Why ask that"I said
"Because we've been doing in"He said
"Im not, trust me"I said
"You really need to get back on birth control"He said
"Yea I know right!"I said
I went to my little bed thing

"Can I lay with you"He said
"No Cam, I want to be alone"I said
"What! You always want to be in my arms"He said shocked
"Not right now"I said
"You know I'll be there if you're preg-"He said
"I'm not nocked up leave me alone!"I yelled and closed the little curtain thing
I rolled over and hugged my pillow. Yea I need Cam
I rolled over and opened the curtain and he was still standing there

"I need you"I said
"I know"He said quite. He took his shoes off and laid with me
"Talk to me Al"He said
I told him what happened with my mom and Jessie
"It's going to be ok Al, let's rest right now"He said
I fastly fell asleep