I need you back (sequel to save me)

chapter 74

•Alice's POV•

Today's the day, My first huge concert with Demi Lovato
I was getting my makeup done

"You ready for this Al"Niki said
"Yep just nervous"I said
"You're going to do great!"Cam said
"Thanks!"I said
After getting ready, Demi, Tyler and I took a picture together
Demi went on stage and sang a song then talked and she announced my name, I was expecting the crowd to be silent but they screamed and yelled Alice. I went on stage and started singing with Dem

"Right from the start he lured me in
Took me to places I'd never been
I think I'm in love
I think I'm in love

He might have bent me but I didn't break
He rearranged the map I made
But I think I'm in love
I think I'm in love

Now am I crazy, why can no one understand?
That I'll never find a better man (Oh no)
I'm just imagining a life without my baby
And I know, I know
This life ain't meant to be lived without him, without him
I know, I know
This life ain't meant to be lived without him, without him
This life ain't meant to be lived without him without him
I know

They say this is America
Free speech, free will but I don't even care at all
Can't seem to fight this, needing him every day and night
Why can't I just try to speak my mind to him?

Tell him all the things that he probably thought was coming
But didn't want him thinking that I'm trying to rush it
Please dear God, give me the words
Cause you know my tongue ties as soon as I see him blushing

I get my thoughts, put it all on a page
I might get to find a way out of the maze
That I built for myself in some kind of haze
And if the right words come to me one by one

I hope he tells me that he loves me the same
I hope he don't laugh, or worse walk away
Cause the honest to God, truth of the matter
Is I just can't live my life without you

Right from the start he lured me in
Took me to places I'd never been
I think I'm in love
I think I'm in love (Oh no)

He might have bent me but I didn't break
He rearranged the map I made
But I think I'm in love
I think I'm in love (Oh, oh no)

Now am I crazy, why can no one understand?
That I'll never find a better man (Oh no)
I'm just imagining a life without my baby
And I know, I know
This life ain't meant to be lived without him, without him
This life ain't meant to be lived without him, without him
I know

I'm not one to really talk at all
Speak up only when the time is right or when it calls
For the big guns, problem is where to speak from
I hear it's your heart that does all the talking

Hurry up you got no time to waste
Cause this is the man I'm loving for always
And the honest to God, truth of the matter
I just can't see my life going on without you

Now am I crazy, why can no one understand?
That I'll never find a better man (Oh no, oh no no no no)
I'm just imagining a life without my baby
And I know, I know
This life ain't meant to be lived without him (yeah), without him (yeah)
This life ain't meant to be lived without him, without him
I know"We sang

"This is a new song that Al and I wrote just last night so hope yall like it!"Dem said

•  Demi:
This is a story that I have never told
I gotta get this off my chest to let it go
I need to take back the light inside you stole
You're a criminal
And you steal like you're a pro

All the pain and the truth
I wear like a battle wound
So ashamed, so confused
I was broken and bruised

Now I'm a warrior
Now I've got thicker skin
I'm a warrior
I'm stronger than I've ever been
And my armor, is made of steel, you can't get in
I'm a warrior
And you can never hurt me again

Alice:
Out of the ashes, I'm burning like a fire
You can save your apologies, you're nothing but a liar
I've got shame, I've got scars
That I will never show
I'm a survivor
In more ways than you know

'Cause all the pain and the truth
I wear like a battle wound
So ashamed, so confused
I'm not broken or bruised

'Cause now I'm a warrior
Now I've got thicker skin
I'm a warrior
I'm stronger than I've ever been
And my armor, is made of steel, you can't get in
I'm a warrior
And you can never hurt me

Demi:
There's a part of me I can't get back
A little girl grew up too fast
All it took was once, I'll never be the same
Now I'm taking back my life today
Nothing left that you can say
'Cause you are never gonna take the blame anyway

Both:
Now I'm a warrior
I've got thicker skin
I'm a warrior
I'm stronger than I've ever been
And my armor, is made of steel, you can't get in
I'm a warrior
And you can never hurt me again!

We took a break and what I did was drank a bunch of water. I haven't eaten today so it felt like I was going to pass out so I was trying to hydrate. I sat with Tyler on the couch

"You ok Al"He said
"Yep just thirsty"I said
"It's going good out there huh"He said
"Yea it's awesome!"I said
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*Back on stage*

We are about to sing She's so gone

Alice:
Insecure
In her skin
Like a puppet, a girl on a string

Broke away
Learned to fly
If you want her back gotta let her shine

So it looks like the joke's on you
'Cause the girl that you thought you knew

She's so gone
That's so over now
She's so gone
You won't find her around
You can look but you won't see
The girl I used to be
'Cause she's
She's so gone

Demi:
Here I am
This is me
And I'm stronger than you ever thought I'd be

Are you shocked?
Are you mad?
That you're missing out on who I really am

Now it looks like the joke's on you
'Cause the girl that you thought you knew

Both:
She's so gone
That's so over now
She's so gone
You won't find her around
You can look but you won't see
The girl I used to be
'Cause she's
She's so gone away
Like history
She's so gone
Baby, this is me, yeah

She's so gone
That's so over now
She's so gone
You won't find her around
You can look but you won't see
The girl I used to be
'Cause she's
She's so gone
She's so gone

After hours of singing we finished and went to our bus to sleep before the next show