I need you back (sequel to save me)

chapter 86

•Alice's POV•

I can't believe I let myself get here. I probably just ruined my life. What if I never get to sing again, or hit that high note or even talk

"Hey Al, Im back"Cam said sitting next to me
"You ok baby"He said
I shook my head no
"It's going to be ok Al"He said stroking my hair
'What if it's not? What if everything is over' I wrote
"Don't give up,Al you've taught me to never give up and to chase my dreams, So you can't give up... When it's time you're going to sing and sound better than ever ok"He said
'I love you' I wrote
He smiled"I love you too"He said

*1 week later*

We are obviously back in La, So I forgave my mom, she kicked Jessie out of her house. Niki, Kurt and my mom have been staying with me.Cam is still on tour, he'll be back in a month
Right now Kurt and I are in my kitchen talking, well he's talking I'm writing

"So Al, you've been acting different... Obviously you're going through something but something else is on your mind"Kurt said
'You know me so well' I wrote
"Yep so now sister what's up"He said
'It's embarrassing but... I slept with Justin' I wrote
"What really!"He said
I nodded
"When?"He asked
'The day I got out of rehab' I wrote
"Wow.. Do you like him?"He asked
I shrugged 'I don't know' I wrote
"Does Cam know?"He asked
I almost yelled NO but I caught my self 'Hell no' I wrote
He laughed
"Hey guys"Justin said coming in
Kurt and I looked at each other awkwardly
"Hey Al how are you"Justin said
'Good' I wrote
"When can you talk?"He asked
'The doctor said maybe 2 weeks'
"That's good"He said. He looked at Kurt
"Oh uh I'll leave yall alone"Kurt said

"I can't stop thinking about you"Justin said
'O really' I wrote
"Yea every since that night, Will you go out with me?"He asked
'Im 19 you're 39'I wrote
"So, you're legal plus we'll keep it on the down low if you want"He said
'I need time to think about it'
"Ok, Take your time"He said
'Thanks'
"See you later"He said

"Was that Justin?"Niki asked
I nodded
"What was here for?"She asked
'Just checking on me' I wrote
"Oh ok, so 2 weeks is getting closer and closer.. It's also your doctor appointment"She said
'Right cool' I wrote
"You ok Al"She said
I faked smile and nodded
"Ok.. What's up"She said sitting
'Justin asked me out'
"What!"She yelled
'Weird right'
"You said no right?"She asked
'I said I had to think about it'
"Wait are you actually considering it"She said
'Maybe'
"But he's old!"She said
'Hey he's not that old! Plus he's actually hot without clothes'
"How would you know"She said
My face went into an 'Oh shit' look
"Alice you didn't"She said
'Umm it kind of just happened'
"Oh jeez"Niki said
'You're not mad?'
"Why would I be?"She asked
'Cuz he's much older'
"Eh it's your life and at least he's not like 60"She said
I smiled

•Cameron's POV•

"Right from the start he lured me in, Took me to places I've never been. I think I'm in love, I think I'm in love..He might of bent me but I did not break, He rearranged the map I made but I think I'm in love,I think I'm in love.. Now am I crazy why can know one understand that I'll never find a better man, I'm just imagining a life without my baby and I know, I know this life ain't meant to be lived without him without him"Alice sang. I just watched her YouTube video
I've been listening to her every day, I can't wait to see her, 2 more weeks... Can't come fast enough

•Alice's POV•

Im at the doctors appointment
"Ok Al, try to talk"The doctor said
I tried to but couldn't
"Ok just try again"He said
So I did but nothing
"Does it hurt?"He asked
I nodded
"Ok it needs more time to heal Come back next week"He said

*At home*

I walked in the house throwing my bag on the couch
"Al how'd it go?"Tyler asked
I pushed pass him and went to my room, I angrily sat on my bed
Ty came in, I forgot to lock my door
"Guessing it didn't go well"He said
'NOPE I PROBABLY RUINED MY VOICE FOREVER' I wrote
"Don't say that!"He said sitting with me
'I can't believe I let myself get this bad all because I hated the way I looked' I wrote
"So.. Did you do that cuz you were afraid of what others would say or because what you thought of yourself?"He asked
'Both, but mostly others. Im a model and a singer and all the other girls are freaking skinny & gorgeous'
"Who cares what others think Al, I wish you could see that you're beautiful just the way you are"He said
"Aw thanks"I said
"Did you just talk"He said shocked
'Ops' I wrote
"Um I'm glad you said something but don't again until your appointment"He said
I smiled
"Well let's go eat"He said
We went to the kitchen

"Here is some pudding Al"My mom said
"Mom and I are going to the store, Will you be ok with Ty?"Niki asked
I nodded
I ate the nasty chocolate pudding
I went to the bathroom, I set up my speaker and phone to play music then I got in the shower
My throat started itching so I started coughing and I ended up having a couch attack and blood came up

"Tyler!"I yelled
He ran in
"What's wrong?!"He asked
"Get me a towel"I said
He he handed me one
I turned the water off and put the towel on
"That's a lot of blood Al, we need to take you to the hospital"He said
I shook my head no
"Yes Al, you might've opened your stitches"He said
At that point I felt weak and fainted