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REBECCA P.O.V

Well, shit. There goes my mask.

I expected myself to fell angry that I let him in, that I let him control me like that. Instead, I found myself being almost relieved, happy that I got to relax from the world I've been living in for years.

Before I could fully process the events that have just taken place, I found myself smiling. Smiling from the heart. For real.

This feels weird.

But I like it.

ETHAN P.O.V

I walked away from her front porch and into my car. Before I drove away, I tried to process everything.

Did I really just kiss the most dangerous girl in school, and like it?

No fucking way, this isn't possible. I'm dreaming, right?

I pinch myself so hard I almost fall out of my fucking car, screaming, but at least I know I'm not dreaming.

I look in the rear view mirror before driving off, and notice that I'm smiling for the first time in a while.

This feels weird.

But I like it.

FAST FORWARD THE NEXT DAY

REBECCA P.O.V

I wake up with dry cheeks, which makes me happy in itself. No nightmares. I needed this.

It'll wear off eventually, I'm just waiting for the depression to kick in again, but I'll enjoy this for now.

My body shifted away from the warm covers and into the bathroom. Executing my usual morning routine, I began thinking about today.

Should I act normal, or should I ignore him? No, I don't want to cause sadness to a guy that technically changed my life.

Do I have a choice? My reputation would be in the trash in no time.

I find myself not caring.

I'm dreaming, right?

Do I not care about other people right now?

This boy is changing me at an alarming rate, and I like it.

ETHAN P.O.V

I get out of bed to my alarm. I'm feeling refreshed, for the first time in a while.

Many people don't see the struggle I face everyday. I look happy and bubbly, with money, perfect life...

Many ignore the facts that my dad left me at the age of 10, I work for myself at such a young age, my mom is abusive...

If I go on, I won't go to school.

I got out of bed, and immediately began thinking of the previous events that happened yesterday.

I wish I could relive that kiss.

With sudden realization, I realize that, for once, I am not depressed in the morning. In fact, I have that smile on my face again.

This girl is changing me, and I like it.

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A/N: Bit if a short chapter, the next one will be long.

This is a filler chapter for you guys to remember the actions of the story as I have not updated in a while.

Sorry for that, by the way, school took over.

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