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REBECCA P.O.V

For fucks sake, it's been 3 hours, why hasn't he replied to me text?

-r: hey! wanna hang out later today?
_delivered 6:07 pm

It's 9:36 now, where has he gone?

I figured a walk to the park will help to clear my mind off of things, I really don't need thoughts swarming around my head today, I have shit to do.

I throw on the first thing my eyes see from the surface of my closet, and head out the door. On my way there, I decide to reflect on life. Was it really my fault my parents died? I mean, I was a child. How could it be?

No. I was a disgusting child. It's all because of that stupid fucking unicorn. My whiny ass could've waited one day. One fucking day. Why not?

Are my parents proud of who I've become?

That is a question I can't answer. Or can't bring myself to answer.

There's no way they'll be happy. I do drugs, I get bad grades, I'm a slut with the worst reputation possible, there's no way.

At least I'm staying out of bigger trouble?

Who am I kidding, I am trouble.

Okay. Time to run.

I pick up the pace, willing my legs to carry me as fast as they can.

Air is threatening to cut my face, my tears being wiped off by god himself.

Who am I? Why am I here? What is my life? What is my purpose? Does anyone love me?

LOL. Fuck no. I fucked up my only chance at love. With my own fucking hands. Who was I to think someone as amazing as him could love someone as horrible and selfish as me.

I cry harder. Letting out sobs now, not slowing down.

I never thought this would happen. Tears, for a male being?

Wow, I really did change.

I pick up the pace even more, letting out pants. The park is long gone, I'm not stopping now.

Fuck my life. Fuck my life x3000. (No spoilers). I don't have friends, no family, nothing to live for, why am I here?

'WHY!' I scream, tears streaming down my faces 'WHY ME? WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS?' I cry.

All of a sudden, I feel a rush of cold air near me, and I'm blinded by the brightest light, as well as a deafeningly-loud sound.

I feel sharp pain erupt from my waist, as well as what feels like my body being pushed by Thanos forward, before I black out.

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