His Forbidden Girl

chapter 6 : Pain and Love

Warning ; this chapter is not edited I wrote this in one hour in rush..So hope you guys understand the mistakes I Made...

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"Pain and love -- the whole of life, in short -- cannot be looked on as a disease just because they make us suffer."
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                        Rohan's P.O.V

I stood numb as Alia slid that ring in my finger I looked up trying to find those shiny hazel Brown eyes that make my heart skip a beat but they were no more shiny they didn't carry that twinkle that always made me smile they carried pain hurt betrayal they were gloomy there was no hint of happiness in them and of course the reason was Me

These 19 years of my life I've spent hurting her to the extent that eventually made my heart clench every time I seen her shed those tears I was trying to blame her for the loss of my parents but every time I hurt her for that reason I couldn't help but hurt my self too

No matter how many times I deny but she holds a piece of my heart no matter how much Pain I give her I feel that Pain too I've been her heart breaker since I lost two most precious people of my life I blamed her because I was a coward to not accept the fact that they died..while saving her I was angry I was hurt i wanted to hurt others also so I ended up hurting her the girl who always consoled me looked after me cared for Loved me I broke her every time I gave her Pain and she gave me all the Love that she had within her heart

My thoughts were broken by Dadi who forced Alia and I on the dance floor i was in no mood for this crap I wanted to get out but I can't....i can't leave Meera alone in this party she's naive innocent she doesn't deserve pain but I only gave her Pain

I felt hands around my neck I looked up to find Alia smiling brightly at me what am I doing I don't love Alia for sure then why am I marrying just so I could get rid of Meera..

She took my hands and put them around her waist I looked around to find My Meera in Abhi's arms his hands held her waist tightly while her hands were wrapped around his neck same position I was standing with Alia but difference was there was a decent amount of gap while that Abhi had closed most of the gap between them I clenched my teeth trying to get out but the song started and everyone started moving to the beats slowly

Meri kismat ke har ek panne pe
Mere jeete ji, baad marne ke
Mere har ek kal har ek lamhe mein
Tu likh de mera use
Har kahaani me saare kisson me
Dil ki duniya ke sachche rishton mein
Zindagani ke saare hisson mein

Tu likh de mera use
Aye Khuda, aye Khuda, jab bana uska hi bana
Aye Khuda, aye Khuda, jab bana uska hi bana

I started moving with Alia but keeping my eyes locked with Meera the lyrics that played in back ground I felt like yelling the same words to her in front of everyone I could see she wasn't comfortable with that pricks closeness I cursed myself for putting her in this situatuation

Uska hoon us mein hoon us se hoon
Usi ka rehne de
Main toh pyaasa hoon 
hai dariya woh zariya woh jeene ka mere
Mujhe ghar de gali de sheher de
Usi ke naam ke
Kadam ye chale ya ruke ab usi ke vaaste
Dil mujhe de agar, dard de uska par
Uski ho woh hansee, goonje jo mera ghar
Aye Khuda aye Khuda jab bana uska hi bana
Aye Khuda aye Khuda jab bana uska hi bana

I started twirling Alia our partners changed I was expecting Meera but some other girl landed I smiled politely at her and looked around to find Meera in other Mans arm and Alia was with Abhi I looked at Meera and our eyes met I could feel she was anxious I just gave her one smile assuring I'm here and she smiled back making my heart skip a beat again we started twriling our partners and this time My girl landed in my arms I snaked my arms around her waist and flushed her tightly against my body she gasped but relaxed her hands were shivering like she was confused I took them and placed them around my neck while pulling her more close this is how its suppose to be