Suga Daddy

Fourteen

 A/N: I can't believe there's only one chapter left. Yes, only one more part left. The next chapter will be sort of like an epilogue. I'm not gonna get all sappy yet, but I will soon enough. Enjoy and thank you for reading! Just a heads up, I always update this earlier on my tumblr. Please don't be rude or ask about updates. 

You had not seen Yoongi in almost a week. You had no idea where he was or where he might be. You had gone to his apartment and he was nowhere to be found. No signs or traces to where he might be hiding. You had not called him though- or texted. Although, that way it would be pretty easy to find him that way... You were scared. Simple as that. It had been so long you were even afraid he had given up on you. He could have realized by now that all was not worth it. Chasing after you... trying to prove himself. It wasn't fair and you understood that.

It made you miss the days where you were not in love with him. It seemed so much easier then. Back when it was just fun and sex. You now had moved back into your place. You hated it though. You felt bad for staying with Jimin and Taehyung for so long. They said, it did not bother them that you were there, but you couldn't help but feel like you were in the way. You hated that they were getting ready to move. Seeing them pack their things made you feel betrayed in a way. Everything was changing. Why did it have to? You just wanted to go back to the begging of the year when tensions were not so high and everything had just seemed to fall into place. You hated that Elizabeth had broken into your home. And just... tainted it, in a way. This was your place with Yoongi and yet again she had ruined it. It was what she was good at. Although, this was your place with Yoongi as his 'play thing-' not his girlfriend. You realized it was time to move away from that yourself.

That's why you decided to go to her. You knew you should just call Yoongi and talk to him but whatever happened between the two of them... well, you knew Elizabeth would not at all sugar coat it for you. Yoongi wanted to protect you and you just wanted to put and end to all your wonders and thoughts about the two of them. You knew she would tell you the truth.

When you got to her office you tried not to let anything show but confidence. You walked right past her assistant. Both of you remembering each other. Her assistant just letting you go on, almost pretending she didn't see you. You walked into Elizabeth's office, not even knocking.

Elizabeth saw you and rolled her eyes. "Oh god, what is it now? Yoongi got a restraining order from against me to you and you are violating it." She didn't move though and you closed the door as you sat in front of her.

"He did?" You asked as you made yourself comfortable.

"He didn't tell you?" Elizabeth finished writing something before looking up at you. "That's the reason he came to see me the other night. I had gotten served the papers right in front of a dance class. It was embarrassing as all hell. I called him to try and fix things. He said, 'We need to talk. I need to see you.' I thought by the way he said it..." she sighed. "I got happy. I thought it was a good thing. But when he came here he told me he had just gotten back from a vacation with you... He never did that with me. I would book a trip. I would tell him he was going but he wouldn't. Too busy with his stupid music."

"His music is not stupid. It means everything to him. It's his way of expressing himself. Some of us work hard for what we believe in."

"Oh shut up. I gave him everything. It just wasn't enough. I was trying to fix that."

"You weren't enough, Elizabeth."

"What, and you are?" She was angry and confused. You saw her eyes start to water. "What do you have that I don't?"

"Sympathy, empathy- a conscience."

"Bullshit."

"Look, I'll level with you. I have no idea why he wants me. I have not understood for the past two years. But I try. I want him too. I have since I met him. My body just reacts to him. He is a total ass but I- I just get him. We are similar but yet we are so damn different. He's shown me so much of him within the last couple of months that I know he's serious. Serious about me and about us... I mean, he got us a dog." You were so flabbergasted just saying this and realizing it out loud. "I'm his chance for normal. I love him, I work through things with him. It's not all about sex."

"It was."

"Yeah, originally. But things change. You know that."

"People do not change."

"I never said he did. He's just shown more of himself. It has taken a while to break down those walls... thanks to you." You gave her a look but she looked away. "But he is a good man. It hard for him to show his feelings. He does it in little ways. Ways that even I'm surprised. I should have trusted him. I should have listened to him. I just care for him so much..." you stopped yourself from crying. "I know that you do too but you're not what's good for him."

"You think I don't know that?" She laughed, more at herself. "I hate what I have become. I tried to change for him."

"You just said people don't change."

"We don't. I know I'm not right for him and it kills me. I cannot believe I-" Elizabeth took a deep breathe, "broke into your house and shit... When he came to see he he told me he never wanted to hear from me again. He blocked my number and paid me back all the money I had spent on him and his career. I couldn't tell you how shocked I was. But I was so proud. I would like to think I taught him to deal with people... people like me. The hard asses of the world." She laughed, "And boy did he. I'm proud of him. I just wish I was the one for him. Not you."

"I understand that. I promise I'm going to do my best to take care of him. Even if you do not want to see me succeed at it."

"I know you will... and I hate that I know you'll treat him better than I ever could. I could give him everything he ever wanted. I did... then you came along. Even if he had nothing, only you- he would be happy. More than happy."

"I hope you're right. I feel like he hates me right now."

"He doesn't, I'm sure. Whatever you're going through... just take care of him. Better than I could."

"You know, I will. Especially now- that you can't come near us." You stood up and she nodded.

"At least, I don't have to see you two either. Now get out of my office. I don't have time for this." She said and you couldn't help but laugh. She gave you a look before you nodded. "Goodbye, Elizabeth."

"Goodbye, Y/N. I already said my goodbye to Yoongi. Although I'm sure he doesn't care. Just- Ju- Get out." She looked back at her work and you smiled as you closed her door and left. You felt like you were more free. It was a joyous mindspace. Having that feeling like you finally never had to worry about her again. It made you speechless.

You still needed to move out though. You didn't want those memories of her. So you went back to your place and got Holly. You were going to need it since you had to find Yoongi and get him back.