needed you.

His View

This chapter is from Deidara's POV

That idiot..why am I partnered with him again? Oh right. Sasori. That was pretty weak of him to die from his grandmother and a Konoha brat. I expected more. But great, I'm here with Tobi. He's disrespectful. He doesn't understand anything about art...does he?

He's so weird, yet he can act so adorable. He makes me so angry. He makes me have a feeling of hate, but no. That's not the feeling I have..I feel something else.

I feel as if he's faking. I feel as if he's something amazing. He's a dumb idiot for sure, or is something happening in his mind? I want to see his face. I want to see what he's hiding. Is he hiding something bad? Some feelings? I'm scared. I want to know if he's okay. I want to know if he's crying an ocean under that mask, or if he's beat or something.

I want to help him.

I shouldn't be thinking that it's something bad. I shouldn't be caring at all even. He's supposed to be an unimportant brat who doesn't know a damn thing about art. Yet I have to come clean with feelings.

I love him.

I know I do.

I feel like smiling everytime I see him, everytime I hear his stupid voice, hm. My heart beats everytime he's near me and I have to resist the urge to squeeze him. I don't understand..there's nothing good about him. But, I just feel this way, and I can't help it. I'm getting constantly mad at him for making me feel this way, hm. I've never felt this much before. I want him to get away from me, but at the same time I want him closer. I'm slightly afraid to make him upset, but it doesn't matter. He probably doesn't give a damn about me, hm.

Still, I can't help it but be in love with him.