Chapter 2
(3 weeks later )
Rachel's pov:
It's been 3 weeks , 21 days and 30,240 minutes since my baby girl passed away and my heart is crushed . Is this god punishing me ? What did I do to deserve this ? I don't understand how this could happen . What did I do to deserve this ? I sat in my bedroom looking in the mirror . I was wearing a black dress with my hair up . After finding out I was pregnant Finn and I moved into a little shoe box apartment together . We had plans and now I don't know what to do with my life . I sat in the bed room and there was a knock on my door it was Finn .
"Hey honey, you ready to go?" He asked me coming into the room .
"Honestly I don't ever think I'll be ready." I told him .
He came in and gave me a hug and I cried .
"I am so sorry Rachel I know this sucks so much for you ." He said .
"I just don't understand, how could this happen ? Did I do something wrong , did I do something to deserve this ?"
"Of course not!" He said holding me ."We didn't do anything wrong , you didn't do anything wrong ." He added .
"I just never thought this could happen ." I said .
"I know me neither . Me neither"
"How do we do this Finn ?" I asked him .
He took my hand and said ,
"Together . We get through this together ."
I nodded and we left for the funeral.
(After the funeral)
When it was over I was in my moms kitchen cleaning up after the reception doing some dishes .
"Babe , you don't have to do that ." Finn said .
"No , it's okay . I want to help." I said .
He came closer ,
"Rach , I know you're exhausted go upstairs , get some rest ."
"I'm fine god damnit!" I said smashing the plate causing a cut on my hand .
"Oh god damnit !" I yelled .
Finn sat me down and got me a rag to hold on my hand . He went to the cabinet and got the first aid kit out .
"It's okay." He said and wrapped my hand up .
"Finn."
"It's okay to be angry and sad and heart broken . I know you are because I am too but please Rachel don't forget that I'm hurting too . That I need you too." He said .
I looked at him guilty and said ,
"I am so sorry Finny , I know you're hurting I just need time ." I said .
"What are you saying ?" He asked .
"I think I should stay with my mom for a bit , just until I can figure things out." I said .
"I don't understand, are you breaking up with me ?"
"No , I'm saving you ." I said and went upstairs .
