Chapter 4
Rachel's pov:
I walked away from Finn and held back my tears . I never thought it would be so hard to see him again . When I saw him all I could think about is losing the baby . I never thought I could have hurt this much . I've been through so much but nothings ever felt like this . I went to the bathroom and took a deep breath . I pulled out my anti depressants my doctor prescribed me after losing the baby and took one . I wiped my tears , redid my makeup and left for class .
(After class )
I decided to skip second period and go to the auditorium instead. I don't why but I felt sick to my stomach . I didn't want to eat or drink and I had a major headache. I laid down on the stage when the door opened , it was Finn .
"Hey."
"Hey." I said
"I saw you skipped 2nd period." He said .
"Yeah I'm not really feeling my best ." I told him .
He put his hand on my head and said ,
"You're burning up, come on I'll take you home."
"You don't have to do that." I said
"Yeah I do ." He said
"Finn."
"Not a word , I'm taking you home and that's that ." He said
I knew he wouldn't give in so I surrendered and went home with him .
(5 minutes later )
I must have fell asleep on the way home because when I woke up I was in new clothes and back in my bedroom.
"Hey sleepy head ." Finn said coming to my room .
"Hey." I said confused .
"You got sick on your clothes so I got you changed and you passed out ." He said
"You saw me naked ?" I asked
"Not really . Plus it's not like I never saw it before ya know ." He said
"Right ." I said
He sat down and said ,
"Here , I brought you some hot tea. It's lavender, your favorite."
"Thanks ." I said .
I drank some of my tea and put it on my night stand. We were both quiet and then I said ,
"So what happened to my Jeep ?"
"Quinn's bringing it home ." He told me .
"Finn." I said .
"Yeah Rachel?" He said
"Are we ever going to be the same?" I asked him
He looked down and took my hand ,
"I wish I could say yes but , then I would be lying ." He told me .
"Oh." I said .
"It doesn't mean I don't still love you though, because I do . I love you ." He said .
"I think you should go." I said
"Okay." He said
He was about to leave when he turned around and kissed me on the forehead ,
"Feel better angel." And left.
