Foolish Sparks

Chapter 18: A Fool

Aeryn POV

Kumunot ang noo ko habang pinagmamasdan parin ang galit niyang mukha. He clenched his jaw, gritting his teeth as if he was stopping himself from saying or doing something. His chinito eyes were still sparkling as as expressive as they were, mas lalo talagang nakikita ang galit na nararamdaman niya sa mata palang.

Baliw ata ako para ngitian parin ang galit na galit na Eros Marzan pagkatapos niya magbitaw nang masasakit na salita. Is that what too much pain do? Yung tipong hindi kana masasaktan kahit na dapat masaktan ka.

"Aeryn. Ikaw ba ang pakana bakit nawala lahat ng pinaghirapan ni Catherine Alfonso!?" paratang niya sa akin ngunit nakikita ko na nagtitimpi parin siya.

Parang hindi niya pa pinapakita ang pinakagalit niyang estado, ha? I smirked at him and cutely pouted.

"What do you mean, Eros? Wala akong alam tungkol 'dyan." mabilisan kong pag-tangi. Why the fuck would you think I'd admit something like that anyway, huh?

Because of anger, he bit his lip and intimidated me more with his angry eyes.

"Don't try and use your fucking acting skills on me, Aeryn! I know you. I know how influential you are with the network. How much connections you have in our industry! Heck, Ninong mo pa 'nga 'yung nag-direct ng pinaghirapan niyang makuha na show. Goddamnit, just tell me the truth!" sigaw niya sa akin.

Eros unconsciously even touched both of my arms firmly and roughly, almost really threatening me to talk to him seriously. He looked at me devastated as I just emotionlessly looked at him for a few seconds.

Ikaw pa ang may ganang magalit eh ikaw itong nag-loko!? How fucking far can you go for that useless woman!

Mabilis na tumulo ang mga luha ko habang tinitignan siya pabalik ng masama. I just can't believe how much I love this guy. How much I'm angry at him but my love for him would just always surpass it. Tangina!

Kahit na humihikbi na ako, itong gagong ito ay walang ginawa kung hindi tignan lang ako nang parang tuta. Naghihintay parin siya kung ano ang isasagot ko. This asshole probably thinks I'm acting or just messing with him. I wish I was too but unfortunately, I am definitely not.

Sino ba naman kasing di malulungkot at magagalit kapag pinagtaksilan ka nang kaisa-isang lalaking minamahal mo!?

"Bakit kasi siya, Eros, huh? Paano mo nagagawa 'yun. I-tetext mo ako ng 'I love you' tapos pati siya eksaktong ganoon din 'yung i-se-send mo. When you kiss me during the day while her during the night. When you fuck me for a few weeks and her just moments later! Putangina Eros, iba ka!" di ko mapigilan ang matinding emosyon ko.

I cried even more as I punched him on his chest continuously. Sigurado akong masakit ang mga iyon dahil talagang sinasadya ko. Ngunit kaysa maglaban, wala siyang ginawa kung hindi manataling nakatayo. His hard-built chest didn't look like it was affected anyway.

Walang imik. Hinayaan niya lang ako gawin iyon habang sumisigaw at umiiyak ng ilang minuto. Ngunit sa huli, napagod din siya at hinuli ang mga pagod ko na ding mga kamay. Hinawakan niya ito, making me direct my stare at him and glare at him with the utmost anger I could ever give him.

Galit ako sakanya at gusto ko pang mas magalit sakanya. Sana ay mas may ikakagalit pa ako dito so that my anger will defy the foolish love I fucking have for him!

Unting-unti ko inangat ang tingin ko sakanya at ang kanyang galit na mukha ay wala na. Bahagya akong nagulat dahil siya mismo ay umiiyak din. Although my tears kept on falling, I froze at my position and felt my hand loosen at his hold.

"Sorry... sorry, Ryn. Kasi nadamay ka sa sobrang pagmamahal ko sakanya. Sorry, pero mahal na mahal ko talaga siya. Siya lang talaga kaya 'kong mahalin, Ryn." mahina at mahinaon niyang sabi habang nakapikit ang mga mata.