Sadly High

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I just want to get so fucking high, that I don't feel anything anymore.the only way I don't think of you if drugs fill my body and turn me into a person I'm not. I just want to get so fucking high that I forget about you. That yo even existed. There is seven billion people in this world. His existence does not define me. Does not define who I am. He is not gonna change me. Only silence when it's ending. But we never had a chance. You can take everything I have. You can break everything I have. The one you will not break. Is me. I wanna get so fucking high that the pain is gone and watch me feel happy even when I'm not. I'm not glass, I'm not rocks. I'm human. I'm a warrior. One day you will come back. But will I turn you down? Who knows. I want to get so fucking high that I'm in the clouds. That all I feel is dizziness and happiness. If you ever come back. I want you to love me like I was never broken. Unbroken. One day I will not need your saving. But it's time to face the truth. You will never come back.

Never

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