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I walked into Zach's room as i saw him sleeping on his usual side. He has the whole bed to himself, why doesn't he use the whole bed. I grabbed a pillow as i then hit in square in the face with the pillow. "Ugh what do you want",Zach said groaning as he then turned around to see me. "We're going shopping no, since you didn't tell me about the trip to Europe",i said as he sat up. "So your the one who hit me with the pillow, i thought it was one of the boys",Zach said rubbing his eyes. "Nope it was me, now come on",i said hitting him with pillow.  "Oh really your gonna play that game",Zach said as he then grabbed his pillow and hit me with it. "Hey you little shit",i said hitting him again which lead to a whole pillow fight. He then grabbed me and pushed me onto the bed as he began to tickle me. "Stop Zach",i said laughing and trying to get his hands off. "Not until you apologize",Zach said still tickling me. "Never",i said as he kept going even more this time. "Ok ok i'm sorry",i said as he stopped.

 "Good",he said as he layed on top of me. "Really now this",i asked him as he  nodded his head. "Get up, we have to go to the store",i said trying to get him off me. "I don't wanna get off because then that means well go out to get clothes and you'll go crawling back to Daniel",Zach said as i sighed. "Please Zach, i don't want to argue with you ok",I said as he sat up. "Please i promise i won't try anything ok, can we please just talk",he asked as i shrugged. "I guess",i said looking down. "It pains me Sky to know that i caused you pain,i didn't mean to slap you and i know me blaming it on being drunk doesn't help but i can assure you i wouldn't ever do that again and the fact that you barley trust me to touch you is a additional aspect to that hurt. I'm so sorry,i'll stop drinking and i'll make sure to love you even more because i do, i really do. I've never felt like this with any girl, you make me happy, you make me see the bright side of life rather than the shitty side. My world was black and white before you came into my life and brought color to it. Just please,take me back and forgive me",Zach said taking my hands. 

"Zach i just can't and it's not because i'm a suborn bitch or i don't find you convincing, i just have had a past like this before. My last last relationship i fell in love with this guy who belonged in a gang to piss my mom off and show her how her dating guys who aren't meant for her could do to her daughter. I loved him so much that i was blinded by the fact that the relationship was very toxic. He would call me names no girl would like to be called, he also abused me constantly and i let him.I let him do all of that because i was dumb and in love. At one point he beat me so much i couldn't move for almost thee hours. I called my mom and told her and she told me enough was enough, so she called the cops and he's in jail now. I'm scared Zach,scarred that i'm gonna end up like that again, scarred that you won't commit to anything for us, scarred to be a foul again",i said as tears started streaming down my face. "I wouldn't do that to you ever, but i understand that your very cautious, but can we at least be friends, i mean i don't want you to be out of my life completely either",Zach said as i nodded my head. 

"Sure",i said as Zach sat up more and gave me a hug. "Just you know friends or more i will always love you",He said as i sniffled a bit. "And i will always love you",i said hugging him tighter. "Well i'll head into the shower and get ready to get you some clothes,sorry again for not telling you that",Zach said as he let me go. "It's fine, now go get ready",i said as he got off the bed and headed inside the bathroom. After a bit of me being alone in the room i decided to leave the room and i headed towards Daniel,Nat and Jonah's room. I opened the room to see Jonah and Nat cuddled on the bed as Daniel was looking through his closet. "Danny",i said as he looked at me and i ran into his arms and grabbed his face and kissed him. "Woah woah what is this",Nat said freaking out a bit. "Zach and i have settled to be friends so i want to ask you Daniel James Seavey to go on a date with me tomorrow, you choose the place of course",i said as he smiled. "I would love to",he said as i pecked his lips. I looked to see Jonah and Nat with big fat smiles on their faces. "Look at this our little Sky and Daniel, dam do kids grow",Jonah said as Daniel and i chuckled. "You guys didn't birth us, just because your the oldest don't mean shit",i said as they shrugged. "It does to us, now get something cute for tomorrow alright, we gotta make you all pretty and glamed for tomorrow",Nat said as i rolled my eyes. "Whatever,see you soon ok",i said as Daniel nodded his head before i headed out of the room proud of myself.