forever [hwang hyunjin] (completed)

without you

kiji pov
it was 3 months after me and jisung broke up, we still talked to each other but not as much anymore, he recovered from his injury luckily and is now in good condition. i've been very close to hyunjin recently, we hung out everyday after school and during the weekends we would go to the studio to learn some new dance moves and songs, hyunjin thought me how to rap while chan oppa thought me how to sing, jisung did too, but really little. we were now all in the airport, waiting for jisung's filght to canada, he was going to canada for 4 months and would come back soon as his dad's boss needed him to take care of the company in canada for awhile. we were all really sad about jisung leaving but he had no choice, his parents were strict about him being alone so he had to follow his parents. after jisung left, we all went for some ice cream, i got some frozen berry yogurt and sat down,
"i miss jisung hyung already." jeongin said pouting and stuffing his mouth with ice cream.
"jeongin ah, im sure we all miss him." i said and flashed a weak smile, i missed him too, my best twin, my everything when i was down, he was like a brother, a very caring one, i forgave him about the thing between him and jimin. the day went past really quickly and we all went home to rest, i couldn't sleep, i twist and turned around the bed but still could not sleep, jisung's flight was about 5pm so he would not have reached by now, i was so bored, usually at night, i would either call or have jisung over every night but now he was not with me,
"ahhh! i really missing him!" i screamed in frustration and messed up my hair, i went out to the balcony and cried. i missed jisung a lot, would i live 4 months all without him? it was now about 2.30am and i needed to go to school tomorrow so i cried myself to sleep.
"kiji ah, wake up! we've got school kid!" i heard changbin shouting from his room, i shot up and rubbed my eyes. i changed into

and looked at myself in the mirror, my eyes were all swollen from crying but it was very mild, i used a lot of make up to cover it up hoping it was not obvious. i applied some lipstick and went down for breakfast.
"appa, eomma, oppa good morning." i smiled at them and sat down infront of the steaming hot pancakes drizzled with honey. i stuffed it into my mouth and went out of the house with changbin,
"kiji ah, you know why jisung went with his parents?" changbin asked,
i looked at him, confused,
"huh? no i dont, isn't it because his parents did not allow him to stay here?" i replied, tilting my head,
"nope, he did it for you kiji, he knew whats the best for you and that was for him to not exist in your life anymore. he did not want to see you cry and be hurt, so he left." changbin explained, i nodded my head and continued walking, so he did not want to see me upset or sad? was it because of that day? i was snapped out of my thoughts by a cheerful hyunjin,
"kiji! changbin hyung!" he shouted and ran to us, he hug an arm iver my shoulder and i felt so safe and relaxed in his arms, i smiled.
"hey hyunjin! i'll leave you with my sister now! bye!" changbin said and ran off, i laughed at him running away and hyunjin just stared at me. i felt weird but protected at the same time, it was such a nice feeling but i did not know if it should last. we went for school without jisung with us, everything felt normal, except for the jisung that always greets us before lessons start but it was fine as hyunjin was sitting with me. being without jisung was hard but there was nothing we could do.