he said open up to me...
I did because I liked you I thought I wouldn't get hurt
but in the end I still did
it's my fault though because it was silly of me
silly of me too believe someone would actually like me back
I should have knew better
in the end I get hurt lately I feel broken and more broken
as every second goes by I feel as if I'm going crazy..
maybe I am I keep thinking...
thinking about what ?
about how numb I am I crave feeling something
I want to feel anything I feel as if I'm a monster maybe I am
I push people away that's all I know how to do
my heat is as dark as night but their still a little light left as the moon shines above I know maybe their still hope left for me...
but then their is still that darkness lurking in the corner...
as I crave for feeling something the only way I feel as if I can do that is by cutting...
I feel like it will make me feel something even if that feeling is pain..
I've been feeling like this lately but I don't know what to do anymore I want to cut but I don't know what to do about it 😶☹️
YOU ARE READING
Poems\Songs
Poetryhere is a random thing read or don't i really don't care some events about the songs I may write but it might be just be poetry anyway like I was saying some events of the lines are real life true events sometime you need to write and let everything...
