Believe it or not, 25 years old Yuki was raped at a very young age while running his usual errand at midnight for his abusive stepfather. The only thing keeping him happy is his little brother, Setsuki, who looks exactly like him. What will happen w...
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So I recently got a comment that made me piss. This person was upset that i havent been updating and implied that i shouldnt write if im not updating. Let me explain.
I got a job. Each day for 6 days a week I had was to work 10-15 hrs. On my feet with only a half hour break whenever the manager or supervisors deem to give me one. When I come home I was so drain that i would drop straight to sleep. And on my days off was spent resting. I didnt have a life at all. I recently resign from that job.
I am currently signing up for a bunch of different universities and I don't know if you know this but I am officially an adult. So I spend most of my free time looking for a job and being in a small caribbean island it's hard to find a job. Especially one that isn't like my previous job where I would be on my feet constantly and going home with blisters and back aches.
Inbetween that I suffer with depression and anxiety and self-loathe and self-doubt and a bunch of other stuff. I'm constantly switching between crying or feeling empty or being my normal sarcastic self.
I've written updated chapters for my stories a year and a half ago but I don't think it would be fair to you guys to release a chapter when i'm not in the right state of mind.
I'm not on wattpad a lot but i do read all your comments. And it make my day. I hate having to reply that i will be updating soon. All i have to do is put the chapters on public for you guys to see but i cant in my right conscious give you guys a half assed thing in my opinion.
And tbh i'm not getting paid to update. I have a life. So to the comment about me being a bad author or writter for not updating. Pay me. If i was making a living out of writing then i would gladly update everyday. But im doing this for fun. And until my mental health translates me writing as a fun thing that helps me relax again i wouldn't be updating.
So please don't leave such comments on my story. It got me so baffled cause that's the first time on any of my stories that i got a comment like that.
And to those who have stayed loyal to these stories. Thanks. I really apreciate it. And just because i dont reply to comments doesnt mean i'm not reading each and every one of them.
Sorry for the 263746110 spelling errors. I need was to let this out. I will be officially updating soon cause i'm feeling so much better. And life isn't going as smoothly but its manageable.
Update: I got this a few minutes ago. I'm so happy.
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I actually got into 3 universities but this is the one i choose. I was emailed on the same day by all of them
