*TRIGGER WARNING*
Blood is red my wrists are too
This is what you turned me to
The self pain to get away from the heart ache and broken numbness insideThey ask "how are you?"
And I just say "alright"
I've cried, I've been pushed aside
I can't help thinking they'd be happier if I died.
The sound of my crys is your favorite lullabyI'm sick of feeling hypnotized
And paralized
Why can't we all just live civilized?
We're individualized
Criticized
Everything is so dramatized
What will it take for them to realize
And recognize
I'm not satisfied feeling terrified
I'm too much of a pussy to commit suicideI have to suffer on this Earth of hell
I'm scared of what will happen next.
When I'm gone.
I was headed for hell;
But when I got to Satan's door
I heard you blowin' on your horn once more,
So I said, "Satan, farewell"
My reality has become a nightmare
With war everywhere
Everyone is so unaware
That all they need to do is persevere
Breathe in the fresh air
Maybe I'd still be alive if someone would care.
Au revoir'-Cowriten
PastelNemoFishJust so everyone know... I AM NOT GOING TO KILL MYSELF.
Ok? Ok.