— past and present
each summer is the same,
hide behind closed doors,
avoid the watchful eyes
of those who say they love you.paralyzed,
laying on the floor,
wondering how i ended up here
so in love with you.these cracks
among my skin
reflected in the cold sunlight
on a warm summer day.regretting everything.
i never thought i would win
these old wars
despite what everyone would say.now i have your hand
within my own grasp
and sometimes i can barely breathe
when i meet your gaze.finally standing on land
no longer gasping
for air so i can breathe
and i'm out of poisoned water.parents couldn't trust me alone
because i spent every night
crying myself to sleep
and covered in my own guilt.i spent a lot of time at home
staring up at the moonlight
and every memory i keep
doesn't make me feel alone.now i spend the time
laying in bed until three am
talking to you over the phone
and smiling at every moment.
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Scars and Stories { poetry }
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