Trash I Write When I'm Sad II

Fawn

You complemented me
And ive been trying
To work on accepting those
Because i get too afraid
That theyll something more

So of course i said thanks
And returned the favour
But what you did
Should be sin
It should get you shot
On the spot

You
My ex
My old friend
Who had hurt me
But also gotten me through so much
Told me
Once again
That you love me

And you said you told your mom
Who i never thought liked me much
And you said you threw us away
And i think so too

Because i remember
Not much, but enough
After years of trying to forget
That crumpled me up
Threw me in a tin
And made a bonfire of me

And i hate to say
That i still love you too
But i dont know
If i want to get back together
If we do
And thats a big if
Then i want it to break nicely

Because i know we both miss our friendship
And we dont like
Being labeled as the other ex
And were both trying to move on from that

Although since i started talking to you again
Old feelings resurfaced
And suddenly
I dont feel so good
Now i could be sick
Or i could scared
Because you
Darling you were the first
The first person i cried over

So ill pat your head
And we can try again
But we should never set expectations
As high as we did
And we should never
Ever
Try again

As much as id like to
I know its wrong
But the worst is

Ill say yes

I always say yes