I just wanna

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I don't want to fall so fast
But I'm open
They always say that good things never last
And I know 'cause I've been broken
I'm trying to protect my heart
But you're making it so hard
And I guess it's safe to say
You take my pain away

And I just want to hold you all night long
Whenever I'm around you nothing's wrong
I'm hoping that you'll always be around
You got me on a high, I don't want to come down
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Sitting by the window on the love seat by his bed side watching him sleep as I thought about the events that took place within these few months . As I went from witnessing my parents death to living on the streets meeting my aunt to being raped the list went on and on until I finally met him some would say a blessing in disguise but honestly I don't even know with all the drama I've been through with him but still wanting to remain by his side throughout the darkest moments.

This was honestly messing my head up why was I still here worrying and carrying for a man who allegedly had a wife and who knows probably kids but deep down I couldn't judge him off of something someone else said I needed to hear it from his mouth so until than this was where I'd remain has sweat dripped down his face grabbing a cold rag dabbing his forehead while checking his bandages.

You are honestly a gift from god I said out loud he winced in pain at least he was alive his hazel eyes popped open looking directly at me

" Kali's baby that you" 

Anger spilled through my bones here I was catering my time to this man to only have him saying another's name hmm I said

" baby girl I'm sorry "

Sorry for what

Has his eyes rolled back falling asleep again whatever she gave him must be strong but still I felt away thinking of the things he's done with me and shit had me reminiscing but I honestly wasn't tryna ruin anything he had going on so after he was better I'd be gone no matter how I felt this wasn't worth it .

Making me feel like he was mine driving me crazy giving me his time and attention that was   Beginning to be a lie a high mind always speaks volumes

Until next time on Hear her cry's 

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