Hello everyone! As I said yesterday, I will be posting a couple more chapters this week and I'll explain why soon. This A/N is to explain my writing process and why it takes me so long to upload. I am not making this to try and make excuses for my bad schedule, this is just the truth. Let's get started!
A little about me really quick: My parents aren't together, so I go to my dad's one week with my sister, then we go to my mom's the next, then my dad's and so on. Before my mom changed houses, we didn't have internet there, so I couldn't update anything. I had to wait to get to my dad's. If you don't understand, I could basically only update every other week. Now that my mom changed houses, I can update much more. Now, onto my writing process.
How I write my stories: For Love Explosion, I started writing the first and second book in a large notebook. You may have recognized some of the lines in both the first and second Love Explosion, that is because I would take my notebook and I would write down some of the key conversations, (like Dumbledore's speeches for example), and write them down so I could continue the story. I realize this may seem like I am taking credit for those lines and I didn't and don't take credit for them at all! I don't own this franchise. Anyway, I would write down the story in a notebook, then I'd copy it into Quotev, then I'd post it here. Right now, I only have a couple more chapters to write on paper and Love Explosion: Book Two is done for writing! This may not seem like something that takes forever, but I am now realizing as I go to copy this story from my notebook that I don't like what I wrote, so I reconstruct the entire chapter. That is what I did with my last chapter, that is why it took so long, and that is why future ones may take longer.
Another reason these take so long: Now that I have internet at both houses, I can update much more, but sometimes I get really low. I have never been diagnosed with any mental disorders, and I won't say I have any, but I have been feeling "depressed" lately. I don't like saying I'm depressed because I don't have depression, but I just feel...empty and alone all the time. I don't feel inspired sometimes, so I don't write. I want to write more, I really do, but I want what I write to be good. I know I have people all around me that care, but I still feel alone and empty and worthless all the time...I feel like I don't matter. For the last month, I have felt this way really badly. I've been sad and alone and hollow feeling for so long. Then, I saw how long it had been since I last updated, I thought it had only been a couple of weeks, but it had been almost two months. I'm so so so sorry about that. I don't know why I feel this way sometimes, but I feel okay now. If I suddenly disappear without telling you guys, that's why...I just didn't feel inspired enough to write.
I'm really sorry to all of you for not updating for so long, but thank you for staying. Knowing that I do have people that support me in this feels great. My parents and family don't know I write this stuff, only my three friends do, so having all of you is great! Anyway, thank you all for staying. I promise I will be updating much more now. I love you all so much...so much! Goodnight everyone! Stay strong.
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Love Explosion: Book Two
RomanceStarting off the fourth year with the Goblet of Fire, Seamus and Y/N have started a new year. The Yule Ball gives an amazing surprise! Maybe the love will continue... maybe it won't who knows?
