colby brock imagines

1.2|| Coaster

{COASTER BY KHALID}

as time passes, i feel so low
searchin' for pieces, covering up the holes
it's been a year. a whole year since he called it off. i still feel destroyed inside.

i'll fight for your love
i'll fight for your soul
as much as i wanted to say i moved from him, sadly, i'm still fighting for him to love me. still fighting for him.

i'll throw all of my cares away for you
i'll be there to wait for you
i would wait for him. wait for him to realize i was the one for him. i would throw all my cares away for him. i would wait for him.

maybe you weren't the one for me
but deep down i wanted you to be
a year and a half has passed. maybe he isn't the one. deep down, i know i want him to be the one. but he's not.

i'll still see you in my dreams
all the things that i did for you,
wasn't it for you
i still dream about him. all the things i did for him. they were never enough.

so i'll be coasting, roller-coasting
though my emotion
i will be coasting, roller-coasting
i'm hoping that you'll come back to me

moving on seems harder to do
when the one that you love moves faster than you
i saw them together today. two years later and he's over me. i'm not over him though.

i gave you my all,
i showed proof of your lies
and you weren't worth it,
you don't deserve me
i had gave him all my love. all of it. he lied to me. went behind my back. he wasn't worth my love and he didn't deserve me. when he left his girl to go to the bathroom, i walked over and told her about him. all the lies. he came back and we poured milkshakes over his head. he didn't deserve us.

as time passes i'm feeling high
you're not the one i'm thinking of tonight
i may not be over you, but i'll try inside
for the first time in two years, another boy was on my mind instead of him. i may still love him but i wouldn't let the thought of him stop me from moving on.

i'm feeling better now,
finally feeling special now, oh
this new boy made me feel better about everything. made me feel special. wanted. loved.

so i'll be coasting, roller-coasting
though my emotion
i will be coasting, roller-coasting
i noticed you weren't the one for me

three years after him, i realized he wasn't the one for me. he never was. i had met a new boy who made me feel wanted and loved. who was the one. his name was colby. although, mike broke me down and destroyed me, colby built me back up and showed me what love was like.

LMAO PLOT TWIST Y'ALL THOUGHT THE ASSHOLE WAS COLBY ;)
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