My Brothers Keeper

MBK16

My eyes fluttered open as I heard the sound of rain hitting the window although this was the perfect time to just stay in bed I had to get home to Jacob, I moved Chresanto hand off my waist and sat up throwing my feet over the edge I grabbed my phone from the dresser and dialed Jacobs number after a few ring he answered in a raspy tone.

"Babe, it's not a good time right now." I widen my eyes because the first thing that popped into my head was he was with another girl or boy but before I got to say anything he spoke, "I know what you're thinking I'm not with another girl or boy I'm at the hospital Justine had stopped breathing last night so they had her sent to Bostons Childrens hospital she isn't doing to go so I'm here in Boston with her, my mom and dad." I covered my mouth.

"Oh my god do you want me to drive there I mean I will if you need me too."

"Nah I'm cool babe get some rest I heard there's a storm out there so just stay home and be safe I'll text you if anything, I love you." I wiped my eyes as I felt tears forming.

"I love you too." The line went dead I couldn't help but feel guilty about all this, he probably needed me the most last night when he found out and I wasn't there because I was here too busy having my own brother ride me.

"Jacob baby why you up so early?" I snapped my head towards the door and seen my mom peeking through the door I ran my hand threw my hair and shrugged she gave me a look before motioning me to come with her.

I stood up and followed her to her room, she climbed onto her bed and patted next to her I sat down on the bed with my feet dangling off the edge, "Talk to me you know you can talk to me when ever somethings wrong." I signed and shook my head.

"I can't tell you, you'll hate me and maybe even Santo." She sighed and turned her TV off, "Try me."

I swallowed the lump in my throat and found the courage to tell her about me and Chresanto even though I told my self I wouldn't, "M-me and Chresanto had sex with each other at some party thing was we didn't know until the morning that it was us together then after that Chresanto started to have feelings for me so did I but I tried my best to hide it by being mean skipping to the point we had sex yesterday and I realized I want Chresanto as bad as he wants me but he's having a child and I'm in a relationship and to add on to that Jacobs in the hospital with his sister because she stopped breathing last night and while that happen I was here having sex with my own brother. Ma I'm confused just don't hate us I swear I take full blame if you decide to do anything to us."

I looked at her on the verge of tears she seemed unfazed, she took a deep breath and pulled my head into chest as she stroked my hair, "I know about you two, I found out yesterday you were very loud just like your momma."

"Mom!"

"Haha sorry but yes I know and I'm happy you guys realized you two are meant for each other, My mom was just as understanding as I was when she found out about me and your father had children this was when he was a good boy."

"What do you mean?"

"I mean you're father is my brother and because he was my blood the doctor told us all the things that could go wrong and mutism was one of them that's why Chresanto is mute and when you guys were born our mother helped a lot with you boys, but story is I was in your place when I was younger I understand fully and I love ya'll to death so if you choose to be together I'm here supporting you guys." I smiled and wrapped my arms around her little waist.

"What about Jacob and Bre?" She sighed.

"That's up to you both to decide if you love each other more then you love them you'll be together but if you love them more then each other then you'll stay with the way things are, BUT if you love them and each other then you'll find away to keep your and Chresantos relationship away from Jacob and Bre."

"But Bre's pregnant with his kid."

"Pst that isn't his kid and he knows that she was rapped by her ex and she decided she wasn't going to kill it and Chresanto being so good hearted he said he'll be there for them both." She pulled me away and looked over at the door smiling, I turned my head and seen Chresanto leaning against the door frame smiling I couldn't help but smile faintly.

"How much did you hear?" I asked he walked in and sat next to me.

'The whole thing.' He signed our mother awed and wrapped her arms around us.

"My boys!" She squealed.

"I heard too!" We looked at the door and seen Maria, "You guys are soo freaking cute! I knew this whole time because I accidentally walked in on ya'll during the party but aww!"

After the whole vent session we all had about me and Chresanto I felt like a huge weight was lifted off my shoulders for now anyways because we both are still in a relationship an eventually we're going to have to choose, stick with our current relationships or come clean about us and pursue a relationship with each other.

But for right now I wasn't thinking about that I was jus happy that both my mom and cousin understood what me and Chresanto have.

Me and Chresanto went back into his room and laid under the blankets in the complete dark listening to the rain.

I turned and faced him his eyes were closed I poked out my bottom lip and moved closer to his face I pecked him on the lips twice before seeing his eyes open, he smirked and pulled me on top.

'I like this position.' He signed before tucking his hands under his head, I shook my head and ran my finger across my name on his arm.

"Times like this make me wish you could talk so we could tell each other how much we love each other." I whispered he took a deep breath and removed his hands from under his head and wrapped them around my waist pulling me down onto him, I laid my head on his chest and just listen to his heart beat.

No more denying it, No more pushing him away. I'm happy the way this turned out honestly.

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"Jacob f-fuck yes!"

"Shut up I have neighbors."

"Ugh I can't it feels soo good."

"Shit just keep it down then, they know I have a boyfriend and if they hear girl moans they are obviously going to know somethings up."

"Alright just fuck me!"

"You want me to what?"

"I want you to fuck me!"

"To what?"

"Fuc-AH yes Jacob!"

"You're so damn tight Bre."